Ex-JW Mother attempts suicide with children and fails! My Family Tragedy (page 17)

bem

Dear Utopian and girls, We are so sorry for all the set backs and stress. I too think of you daily and impart strength and love to you all. Watching for news of Talias progress. Take care of your self also. BEM

Mystery

Utopian Reformist

Just letting you know you are being thought about. Wishing you a moment of peace today.

Deborah

Utopian Reformist

Greetings All:

As always, special thanks to LDH (my hero), BEM (so helpful), Mystery, BEBU (ever persent), Blues Brother and any others I might have missed this morning. All of you are corerct. It is extremely difficult to concentrate at work. It is difficult to solve network and server problems which require concentration while I worry about Talia.

This morning at 05:30AM, EST, I was informed by Dr. Sorrells & Dr. Sobelski (senior attending resident pediatricians) that Talia's fever has not subsided and has in fact steadily increased. Yesterday, as you may remember, she was scheduled for her fourth skin graph procedure to her left arm, but, it was cancelled during pre-op due to her instablity and ventilation problems. She was returned to the ICU to stabilize.

This morning, the doctors informed me that Talia's condition is no longer improving. I was told she does not appear to have any more reserves from which to draw strength. I was told that her breathing is not improving and all specialized equipment in use has already been adjusted to maximum settings. We have reached a serious plateau and the doctors confided that they are now worried and that Talia will not survive any surprise complication, setback or episode.

Thus, I am feeling nauseous. Through the grapevine channel into the ex-in-laws, Tonya was visited by her mother. Apparently, Tonya is now in denial about Talia's condition. She claims there was only smoke and no flames in the house.

Also, Tonya has received stitches for falling down a staircase in the prison. I wish she was burned alive.
All I can do is suffer silently due to my inability to help Talia. I am in prison.

Utopian Reformist

Dear Friends:

Please accept my apologies for forgetting to post my personal contact information.

Mario Juliano Balletta
PO BOX 91016
JOHNSTON, RI 02919

AT&T: 1-401-965-2111
Verizon: 1-401-944-5333
T-Mobile: 1-401-301-5111

E-Mail: [email protected]
URL: http://www.bosss.com

Eventually, I will build a site and post the chronology of my experience with the WTBS, my failed marriage, the tragedy befalling my children, and the aftermath. I will include as many pictures as possible and will welcome any help and feedback at that time.

Thank you all for your support. It has moved me beyond belief.

Utopian Reformist

I would never have decided to make 1000 posts in this manner. I feel sorry for myself.

Happy Guy :)

I am amazed how well you are keeping all this together for the sake of your daughters. I am sad and concerned for you but at the same time incredibly proud of the way you are rising to this challenge. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Utopian Reformist

Thx Happy Guy!

You and so many others have filled me with hope, even when I was ready to give up and quit. I am so depressed about the latest setbacks, that I have cheathed on my diet and eaten a cinnamon roll, two muffins and a chocolate bar just to cope with the stress.

I am so nauseous and just want to wake and wish none of this ever happened at all.

acsot

Dear UR, I've been thinking about you and Talia alot. I sent off a letter to Talia yesterday, just a one-pager, chatting about my cats and stuff, I hope she's okay enough for you to read it to her when it arrives. If she's reached a plateau, is it possible that her body just needs to rest for awhile, then will continue its recovery?

As for your diet, it's perfectly normal to grab whatever is around when you're under such extreme stress. Maybe you could just grab some fruit and cheese to munch on. Wish we were there to help out .

((((Talia))) and (((UR)))

Bryan

UR,

As of today I have lost my daughter to the bOrg, but I cannot imagin having to go through the pain you are experiencing now.

I do know the true emotion of helplessness. I know it must be so difficult for you, not being able to help little Talia as you did in the past when she bummed her knee. I hope, what ever happens, you do stay here with us and at least let us be the ears for your pain.

I cannot imagin.

Love and Peace,

Bryan

codeblue

(((UR)))

I am so very sorry to hear of the latest developments of your daughter Talia....I wish I could say something to take all this painful mess away.

I am a parent of 2...and I can only imagine the devastation that is going thru your soul right now.

I must say, your write with much strength and I admire that ability especially under these circumstances.

It must be hard to sit and keep us posted, we thank you for doing that.

Sending you and your daughters much positive energy today.......and many hugs,

CodeBlue

Ex-JW Mother attempts suicide with children and fails! My Family Tragedy

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