nowisee
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So which of the JW Teachings did you never buy into?
by berylblue ini have so many, i don't know where to start.
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Sharring my secrets..continues..and the end
by kls inlet me say first i am not telling this for sympothy in any way, my growing up is a lot better then a lot of kids,the horror some of these defenseless babys and children have, the death penalty is to good.the reason i call these threads ..my secrets, is something you dont talk about outside those walls as i am sure other's on this sight can relate to.i am telling my story so many of you can understand why i am trying so hard and long to get my husband out of this sick cult.he is all i have known since i was fifteen.some of you have asked if my parents were jws?
no catholics,some asked why the neighbors did nothing ,no one wanted to get their nose dirty i guess and two neighbors were cops.before i start more of my life ,please when i wright a thread about what ever ...please dont tell me i need to talk to someone or i am feeling this way because of my child hood.if any thing it has made me a strong person in many ways.i as many in simular situations are good at blocking things out and becoming callus to situations.i promised not do drag this on and here i go .all right i will shut up and get on with it.growing up i learned there are, mean drunks, nice drunks, quiet drunks,etc.lucky me mom was a mean drunk.when she did get out of her bed , for her alcohlic delivery,my sister and i would run upstairs to our room and push our beds against the door .i can't say some of the things she had done to me ,it is to hard.notice i said things done to me , i always felt my mother hated me , she always treated me cruel,punishing me for no reason or just letting me know i was worthless.finally during one of her trips out of her room to get the wonder juice delivery, she stopped to tell me how i ruined her life by becoming pregnant with me,i guess the story goes my mother was going to leave my father and one night he raped her and became pregnant with me .oh ya it was my idea to just jump in her womb.any way thats just some .more tid bits of home.living with my syco sister didnt last to long ,my other sister now almost eighteen was married and had a baby, me i was fifteen and pregnant waiting for my sixteenth b-day( pagan) to get married.well got married things were rough but alright till a cult member started to talk to my husband at work, well he told me we got sucked in , after a year or two i felt something was wrong with this so i left it but my husband was trapped.to me i have a much stronger mentality were as my husband who says he had a good childhood is very weak and gullible.next had four great kids (my life) and a husband whose life is work, the hall, and himself.now i am fortyfive all kids grown and gone but one ,he's ninteen.i am always in contact with my next oldest sister,but not with my oldest.
my brother i see a few times a year , and mother, she was constantly put in nut houses and would get out and go soeone would put her back in .
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Do You Think Your Faith Was Real?
by sandy ini was baptized at 13 and i never felt a close personal relationship with god.
my prayers were without emotion.
i nver felt close to god.
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Gratitude and apologies to the group, and a question for Simon.??
by kat_newmas ingratitude first...thank you all for tolerating my rambling, self indulgent, and sometimes "know it all" posts.
you have all been gracious, caring, and wonderful support.
i have found some of you to be hilarious and warm... those who have come here for help, have cerainly stumbled into something wonderful.
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This is my story...
by Huxley ini've been lurking around this site for a while, and i must say that it has been an enormous emotional aid.
i have been inactive for about 8 months now, and recently turned in a letter of disassociation.
my wife (thankfully) has been inactive for about 3 months or more.
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hello im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers so bear with me.
i was raised jw.
as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street.
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Don't You Think That Many Bethelites Know This Isn't The Truth.....?
by minimus inwhen you know that so many things are untrue,whether it be doctrines, policies or history, and these bethelites still hang on, you've got to wonder why.
is it fear?
is it the fact they have no real skills?
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hello, im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers, so bear with me.
i am exjw, out 27 yrs.
was raised "in the truth".
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Memorial for a friend: Huge Success
by RAYZORBLADE infirst off i'd like to say a huge thank you to so many of you for posting to my topic regarding my friend's memorial a couple of weeks ago.
all of the information was read and all suggestions considered, and many were utilized.
i figured that at least a couple of you on this forum would be able to contribute to what was then, my upcoming involvement in my friend's memorial.