There is one thing I really want you to think about, why did your husband leave the org in the first place? Why does HE feel he needs to be closer to Jehovah this way? Is he going because of family ties or that he belives this is the "truth"? I think these are questions you as a married couple should be talking openly about! Your concerns are there for a reason, you need to figure out why you are doing this, are you doing this for your husband or are you scared of the choice not to be a wittness. Are you scared of being outcast or the family treating you diffrent? This is something you need to be honest with yourself about.
Ok let me answer your questions...
Why did my husband DA? According to him because he was young (19), rebellious, and couldn't deal with being under his parents' thumb any longer. He has an admitted problem with authority. lol! He has never liked being told what to do, how to do it, when and where to do it, etc. That was particularly strong in him as a young man. So ... he DA'd.
He was reinstated because he honestly believes this is the truth. Nothing to do with family ties or old friends - it's been too long for that to be the case. He has a new life, hundreds of miles from home, new family, new friends, etc.
We have openly discussed all of this for years. And we delved into it thoroughly before he wrote his letter asking for reinstatement.
As for me ... I am not at all scared of the choice not to be a JW. I know I wouldn't be an outcast or treated differently by his family. His parents have loved me unconditionally for 7 years, and I was the furthest from a JW. There is a dear family friend who is an Elder, his wife is not a JW, and everyone loves her and has for 30 years. So that doesn't worry me.
Why am I doing this? To better my relationship with God, which has always been very important to me. To have spiritual unity in my family, which is something I've always wanted. I want to do the "right thing" for me and my family. Problem is, I don't know for sure what is "right" these days.
Again ::sigh::