Can you believe that you spent four months on that thing? Take another look inside. You should have been able to get thru that thing in a few afternoons - there is nothing deep in there. But you spent all that time learning how to look at an elephant from four inches away. That paragraph-and-an-answer mode is just a way to keep you from seeing the overall themes of the scriptures. Seriously, take another look inside that book. You didn't learn what you think you leanred.
4 months only because I kept being told to "slow down". We recently started the Worship book and my conductor said we will go "much slower" through this book. I asked her if she was trying to bore the heck out of me. I proceeded to study the first 5 chapters of the Worship book (which I was told is "so much more difficult to understand") in 4 days with my MIL, which totally ticked off my conductor. Oops.
So tell me ... if I didn't learn what I think I learned ... What did I learn? My husband doesn't understand why the more I study and read scriptures, the more I am questioning everything. He thinks it should be the other way around, but it's not. And even I am not sure why. I read certain scriptures and look at my conductor and say, "Are you sure that's what that means???"
That damnable organization already wants to start indoctrinating your 10-month old. If you stick around, you'll see their reaction when your youngest cannot sit still. They willl expect you to take him to a back room and discipline him.
I have seen it countless times and I cringe. Mothers dragging their misbehaving toddler into the back room, smacking them, the child screaming for 1/2 hour or more ...some of the children scream the entire 2 hours in the bathroom. And I think the thing that really gets me are the times I see the parents covering their screaming child's mouth so they can't be heard. I practice attachment parenting with my boys, and I don't believe in "corporal punsihment" either. ::sigh::
My in-laws are such wonderful people, and so is my husband. I want to make them happy, and I don't want to believe that they are so mixed up with such a bad thing. My husband is there to stay this time ... and I will never walk away from him. So then what?