Although Outlaw,and Bizzy's post may seem a bit rude,or disrespectful,i understand what they're getting at..
Sorry in advance,if some think i'm trying to "hijack"the thread,because that is not my intention,just to give my view on the matter at hand..
I have an aunt who's an almost perpetual drunk..for most of her life she has been that way..she get's drunk,she get's violent,then get's sad..it repeats forever,with no end in sight,and no,i'm not saying that that's the case with Oompa,cause i don't know the man IRL,or his circumstance...but I'm speaking in general about people who "self medicate" their problems with the alcohol.
I just told my aunt when she visited me a few weeks ago,that it was over...I told her i still loved her,and wished she wouldn't drink anymore,or at the very least less than she was,but she can't come visit me anymore. She told me that "we(my family) we're just gonna have to accept her as she is,because that's the way she is..it surprised her when i said"I can't say what everyone else is gonna do...but No I WON'T be accepting you the way you are..in fact you have to accept that that's the way I am..I told her"I don't like drunk people around me because all it does is give some people an excuse to do what they really wanted to do from the get-go,they just needed an out,if it went bad for them..but all of that is a moot point cause i'm sure you've heard this many times already..so with that in mind,it's time for you to go" I gave her a big hug,and told her "You can come see me anytime you want..as long as you haven't been drinking beforehand,and you're not smoking when you get here" she said alright that she understood that that was how it was,and left.
If i would have allowed her unconditional access to me,she would just continue with her same routine..she just would know that she could come to me and drag me into it with her,as selfish as this may sound,i'm not gonna do that for ANYBODY,my own stuff is F'ed up enough..and i'm ACTIVELY trying to get it fixed,i can't really handle trying to figure out,and help people with problems that they don't want to be helped with...if someone needs a little help,and they're seeking other options,i'm all ears,and all hands are on deck to get things picked up for them..but if they just want someone to wallow in self pity with,i'm not there..if i wallow in self-pity,i've already defeated myself before the rest of the world has even had a crack at me..to me that's the same as being dead,because i'd have no future,no hope,no nothing...
Right after i left the cong where the sh!t hit the fan..i went down that road for awhile..back then "Gin & Juice" was my poison of choice,i'd drink a pint just about every night before bed,so that i'd be "right" in the morning. That went on for almost 2 years,till one day,i looked at what i was doing to myself,and realized that i was just giving "the people what they wanted"..to see me washed up,and sitting on bricks..when they knew of my potential.
I had to get myself up out of that bottle first though,THEN,catagorize my problems i had at the moment,then analyze them from all points of view i could find..after i had that information,it was time to destruct them,one by one,with an already thought out plan of action. I had to get tough with myself,and say what i wouldn't tolerate from myself when i knew i could better. And that's what i still do till this day,rather than let my temper get the best of me,upset,or even worse,depressed about things that regularly go wrong..I channel all of that negative energy i feel into finding a solution to my problem,to the point i get downright relentless about it...i analyze the problem and look for the solution as if my life depended on finding the answer..the sooner i solve the problem,the sooner i can move on and enjoy a little happiness,and perhaps contentment before the next problem comes up,however short that time may be..but one's things for sure..i won't be wasting ANY time trying to figure things out because as the commercial says:"Life comes at you fast"..and indeed it does.
I'd say to anyone who's having trouble in life,try changing your "view" as many times as you have to,you might be surprised at what you find in the process.-KenShi