(((((((((Mario))))))))))
Your little angel has guides who helped her through. She knows your pain, but it would hurt her more to know that you gave up when she herself had given such a fight.. to hang on to the life she had for as long as she could. Mario you are stronger then that, you just haven't given yourself a chance.
As a parent you need to know, that suicide can start a pattern. Is that a pattern you want to start? You have the power to stop that pattern now before it begins. Once it is done you can't take it back. Please think about this.
One day at a time Mario.
Live a life that will make both of your daughters proud.