Terry, so sorry to hear you are going through a troubling time. I hope all turns out well for you.
A while back, on another thread, you said something to the effect that you had a god-size hole in the
middle of your being, something like that. Terry, I don't know exactly what you meant by that, only you
know. That statement says alot about your existence. I think if one is going around with a big "hole" in
the middle of his being, for whatever reason, one is burdened with a heavy load. Good fortune to you and yours as you
battle this malady.