Kairos,
Hang in. Eventually, she will arrive where you are; she has a different learning curve.
In the meantime, make sure you don't lose your spirituality. Originally JWs (as Bible Students) had the correct Beroean spirit,
"Beroean...received the word with all readiness of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were so." Ac 17:11
But unsavory Rutherford uses that Beroean spirit as window dressing so he could push a real-estate agenda.
Today we see Rutherford’s debacle crashing and burning into a spiritual ditch.
Beroean truths are:
-No hell fire
-No immortal soul
-No Trinity
-Restoring YHWH to the OT
Egregious errors are:
-Neglecting importance of the NT Jesus
-JW Organization is salvation (on par with Jesus)
-Co-opted signature Jehovah as a moniker of exclusivity
-Inserting Jehovah into the NT (without original language evidence)
-Forbidding Memorial participation for all Jesus’ disciples; ALL disciples have "born anew" (born from above) spirituality.