ashitaka
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Are you stable? (Mentally, that is)
by ashitaka inok.....any response will do, but if you're going to post a funny one, please also type your real thoughts along with it.. as for me, i'm pretty wild, but stable.
i never mention or show my fears; especially if my wife is around.
i can't bear to make her nervous.. ashi
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All questions are beautiful
by ashitaka in(i brought this over from rex's thread).
does god exist-i always think of khalil gibran's couplet from the prophet; "do not say god is in my heart, but i am in the heart of god.
" i beleive that people use god to keep themselves in check, and they make the bible their moral register.
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It makes me sad
by ashitaka ini was feeling sad tonight until i drank a bit of the stoli....seriously, though.....i am feeling a bit down because of the whole business with my brother.
my mother is sickly, and if she were to pass away, then her life would count up to only sadness.
her husband was a bastard abuser, her parents are dead, her friends all left her when she defended her children...it makes me sad.. ashi
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Know a guy in the WTC awake
by ashitaka inf-ing propoganda.
i read it, only because i recognized an old friend in it.
(he was interviewed) makes me mad that he's a propoganda pig, though.. whitewash.. btw i hate getting these damn things, but my in-laws spam us with them.
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"I am haunted by waters"
by ashitaka inhow many here have seen a river runs through it?.
god i love that movie.
"i am haunted by waters.....".
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My father just beat my brother-
by ashitaka inone more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).
ashi.
p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.
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To my friends-
by ashitaka ini don't want to spam, but i just wanted to post one more topic tonite.
i was reading bridgette's post, and was moved, but not just because of what she said...mommy made a comment about us being friends here, and you know what...i feel that way too.. sometimes, even though i have a wife who left the jw's with me, i feel so damn isolated and alone, that i'm the only strong one among a bunch of children, who all fight and tear at each other....this is one place i feel semi-normal again.. it's so hard to befriend people now.
i have so much trouble talking to people and interacting socially with people, although i've been told i'm agreeable to be around.. i don't know, i'm exhausted from thinking.
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They shun you--Do you love them?
by ashitaka infor all who have, are, or will be shunned (which should pretty much be all of us), do you still have a deep love for those who now shun you...now, not familial love, but an active love that yearns for that person's companionship?.
i have several regrets; one of them is the friends that i've lost.
how about you guys?.
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To All Active, Loyal JW's--Read this....
by ashitaka injust a question, why do you come here?
are you doubting, looking for answers that the gb couldn't?
what is it you're trying to accomplish by participating on this board?