I've been to the precipice of hell, and know that it exists... on earth.
I believe in a Paradise Earth: It's what I choose to make it. By where I live, by the friends I surround myself with. By how I choose to live my life.
I will grow old. I will die. That is what creatures on this planet do. It is a part of the cycles of this planet. All things are born, live, and die, to be reborn again.
I beleive my soul is everlasting. When my skinsuit dies, I will return from whence I came.... the ultimate "energy" of the universe(s).
My responsibilities while I walk around in my skinsuit are to learn what real love and happiness is - to give and to receive, and as I learn, to pass it on to ease the suffering of others. Love I learn because Jesus The Christ loved me first and taught me through his examples what love and blessings truly are. Happiness is an inside job. I take what is on the inside, and put it on the outside and change the way I feel. By changing my surroundings to a more possitive environment, I make my life more conducive to giving and receiving love and happiness.
Should the JW's Organization be right (big IF on my part) and I have the privledge of standing before Jehovah, Jesus, and the 144,000 on Judgement day, I will do so with every part of my being, and everything I've done - good and bad in onus of who I am, and accept my judgement with respect.
PS. Jehovah, the god of the OT does not exist. He is a figure created by men to incite fear and garner control. The WTBTS has taken that "loving" god and further moulded him to their own image and use as a fear monger and control freak.