siegswife,
Free Will is not a goal, or something to pursue. We either possess it already, or we don't.
Rather, the question here is, "Is 'free will' something we all HAVE at some level, or is it just an Illusion?
In other words, maybe we just think or imagine we have volition, a freedom of choice. In actual fact, it may simply be all predetermined by our nature, our personality, our biology, our culture, our environment, and whatever else we may have inherited over time and evolution. We choose what we choose because we are what we are. Or not?
You may find it liberating to think that you choose what you choose because you are what you are, and you do not desire to be someone else.
I, on the other hand, would observe that this is more of an illusionary "comfort zone" than a liberation. ("Gee it feels good to be me, rather than the other guy. This way I will only choose what I want to choose, because I just gotta be me. I feel comfortable in my own skin, because I can't be anything other than me. So, I guess I will just go thru life making my inevitable choices, being what I am anyway. I just love being ME")
Where is the freedom in that? How are we any better than "conditioned robots" under that scenario? And if we are simply reacting to our situations and our environments at any point in time, (eg. some influence or circumstance we may have to "fight against" to prevent a certain outcome), how do you know that you have not already been pre-programmed to react or choose the way you do?
That is why the question "Do we have 'free will' or is it all an illusion?"
If we do not have "free will", then to me it follows, we are not responsible for our own actions. Then there can be no right or wrong, no morality, no justice, and neither should there be reward or punishment.
Rod P.