Ex-JW Mother attempts suicide with children and fails! My Family Tragedy (page 51)

reganashe

Mario,

My heart goes out to you. Your strenth amazes me. I'm so sorry for your lost. I couldnt imagin what you are going through. I send you my love, prayers and hugs. I wish I could offer you more.

Jasmin

Hi Everyone:

By now, all of you know I am living the worst time of my life. I had promised Talia earlier in the year that there would definitely be christmas lights for her this year, and now every sad holiday song I hear is peircing me through the heart.

I am still having spontaneous outbursts of grief, and many times in public (right now sitting in Dunkin Donuts in Johnston, RI). I know people must think I am strange sitting here typing away on my laptop and crying like a baby after every other song on the radio, but I am so sad. I am so sad my friends!

I love all of you so much for what you have done and said for me and my Talia and I miss all of you very much this morning. I wish I had someone's shoulder right now. Please forgive me for falling apart.

Bryan

Unfortunatly Mario, you have to fall apart. You have to grieve. I'm sure we all wish we could be there to offer you a shoulder. Hopefully, the next week, next month, you will feel a bit better.

Take care Mario,

Bryan

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lisaBObeesa

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Balsam

Utopian,

I sent a private message to you, I know how you are suffering.

Ruth

lazyslob

Grieve, don´t push it back, it gets better. I wish I could be there.

Lazy

Mystery

((((Mario))))))

Not really goodbye

The one question that
I ask myself is why?
Why did God take you away?
Why did you have to fly?

You were my angel
Who has now gone up above
One day we will meet again
When I will shower you with love

I miss you every single day
Of my earthly life
Why were you taken from me?
This is my burdened strife

My heart is aching
For you to return
Why did God take you to his home in heaven?
This answer I need to learn

My darling angel
Some say you are gone for good
But nobody could separate us
Not even the Lord God ever could

I miss you more each day
As my life on earth goes on
All i have are the memories
Of you, my number one

I still continue to sob
I still continue to cry
Cause I just dont understand
Why you had to die

I will never know
Why what happened did
Your life had barely begun
Cause you were just a kid

But I know one day we'll meet again
In heaven where you are
And this is what I hold on to
My angel, my little star

And this is what gets me through
Whenever I feel sad and alone
That we will be together again
Somewhere over the rainbow.

Sunspot

(((((Mario)))))

**I had promised Talia earlier in the year that there would definitely be christmas lights for her this year,

If you are emotionally able to go and buy even a simple small angel, or one of those battery-operated candles and put it up in your home---she will see it and KNOW it's just for HER. It wouldn't have to be elaborate-or "festive", as we know you're not going to FEEL festive this year, but maybe just something significant that you would feel comfortable with.

We're ALL hurting for you and wish we lived closer to you to be able to "be there" physically for you at this time.

hugs,

Annie

acsot

(((Mario)))

I wish we were there also, so that you could have hundreds of shoulders to cry on. And there's no other way, unfortunately, to get through the pain other than the tears, nightmares, and other ways each individual copes with shattering grief. You have to let the waves of sadness hit you and release it by crying, punching a pillow, yelling, whatever it is you need to do to get it out.

Mario

Ex-JW Mother attempts suicide with children and fails! My Family Tragedy

Not really goodbye

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