Simon says - what would you do if your husband was caught living the life he has and was unapologetic about it?
My tuppence worth:
I think it's a combination of things.
There's something very particular about Dijana's family situation which for different reasons I can identify with. Dijana's brother, whom by all accounts she deeply loved, committed suicide very young and her parents are elderly and rely on her care. Hence despite being apostates they still live with her JW parents. So I think Dijana's not just responsible for the kids, but her parents, too.
Another thing: She's also attending college.
I believe she's planning for her future and doing what she views is the best thing right NOW - not for Lloyd, not for her - but those she loves and is responsible for. I think there's an element of fear there, too. Of being left to alone to emotionally care for, but also financially care for, parents & kids without him (& his money) to help.
But im guessing she's not planning on being reliant on Lloyd - and you tube - forever.