Trapped since early childhood late 70s until a year before the ARC. Philosophy was the hammer that drove the nail of the ARC into the coffin. JWfacts played a huge part in my awakening too ( thanks Paul) since there I learned that a man like Rutherford, a shady character with a hefty dose of narcissism, was hardly likely to have been chosen by God to lead his earthly organisation. It took me a little while longer to finally accept that organisations are not a particularly Christian requirement and that I had belonged to a cult for the most productive years of my life. Waking up, ironically, was a very humbling experience.