This morning I get a frantic call from my sister (who has been baptized 1 year and one month and never attends meetings anymore). In tears she tells me that this morning my father picked her up in the car and told her that I was am apostate. That I no longer loved Jehovah and that I was going to be disfellowshipped. He told her that my conversations with him and my brother had key points written down and that they had 2 witnesses him and my brother that I no longer believed that the faithful and discreet slave were being directed by Jehovah.
They got together and called the local body of elders a couple weeks ago and informed them of my stance. Since that time my brother has called in periodically to check on them to see if they are taking the appropriate actions to "REMOVE ME FROM THE CONGREGATIONS MIDSTS"... (So my own brother is forcing a committee that is 1000 miles away to get rid of me).
He also proceeded to say that he felt miserable that it was going to happen but he cant hold back from informing them any longer because he would be sharing in my sins... He also stated that she should not tell the kids until it is announced next week. (So it is already going to happen)
I called my former COBE and he was completely upset(crocodile tears) abouyt it, because last night they received another call from my brother that they were dragging their feet. The reason that they sent two brothers by was because they were hoping I would change my mind. He assured me that this was forced and that they were willing to just let me "do my thing" but once headquarters was involved they had their hands tied.
So what am I to do??? Allow these pompous troglodites at headquarters have their way with me and shame me by forcing me out... or handle everything like I always do and go out like a man telling this organization to kiss my */% ^*^ (&!@&$@% and go #^()$ a &$##???
Needless to say my letter has been written... I am adding a few lines for emphasis and to further detail my disgust and then I will cutoff these people. I have no desire to get their sympathy and no desire to try and fight it... for what. So I can continue to talk to backstabbing asswipes with no backbone and who look at this organization as "THEIR GOLDEN CALF" (mythreesons thank you so much for that nice little tidbit)!!!
I would like to thank all of you for listening over this last drama filled year and helping to see just how damaging this cult can be. I hope anyone here going through somethign similar can read what I have gone through and atleast be prepared for the shit storm.
When I came to this site I truly was "CONFUSEDANDALONE". There were times when my nerves were so bad that I literally threw-up. I was so scared of what I would lose... I wanted to walk into traffic and literally just hope that it was instant death. Then I realized that is precisely what the WBTS wants. They want you to feel defeated and that there is no other way for you to survive and find joy without them... they would rather see you dead then on the street enjoying life. I AM ENJOYING LIFE NOW!!!! MY wife who is the greatest human being EVAAAAAAAAAAR is by my side and is with me. My children are with me - so who the bloody %@(# can stand against me. I will have the same 99 problems every other human faces but the BOTCHTOWER LIBEL and CRAP society is not one.