...just chiming in again to say that I'm pulling for you, Dan. I don't agree with much of your side of the subjects that are debated here, but you as an individual are a decent human being and a guy with whom I'd like to have a few beers and play guitar.
I get what Outlaw is saying, and I agree: we can give you advice, voice our support, and wring our hands over your situation; but it's up to you to take some positive, assertive steps.
I hope that you do.