Since I left the Dubs I have had very mixed feelings, sometimes believing, and sometimes thinking its all hogwash.
What I have really enjoyed though is being able to consider all the possibilities, and even consider that there may be no god, without being forced and pressured into one belief. Its exhilarating to be able to listen and consider all possibilities now, and actually weigh it up myself and choose what I think makes most sense to me.
At the moment, after watching 'March of the Penguins' I think there is a creative force. But I dont think there is a god. And if there is, im REALLY mad at him.