Interesting thread thankyou
I have been struggling over recent nontha with my own heart feeling sick due to a circumstance in my relationship with a man I am dating.
When I say my heart has been sick I mean I have literally been ill to the point I was adnitted to emergency last week with a mild stroke.
Its only because of sites that this - that in the past few months I have been able to realize where my pattern of thinking is coming from,
I have realized over the past week or so that my chronic impatience in life stems from the fact that as a child I was repeatedly tod the end was IMMINENENT.
Therefore, all my adult life - if things do not happen immediately I automatically conclude that what I am being told is a lie and I am living in false hope. It has had a terrible impact on my relationships and ability to maintain any kind of routine in my life.
See, my point is that its NOT just the doubts about armageddon we get left with - on a subconscious level many of us are struggling with doubts about ANYTHING that doesnt manifest instantly.
Boy these bastards sure have worked a number on us.