Well, thats it folks.
My identity on here has been rumbled and reported to the elders. Someone, somehow, has figured out that im a member of this site and - rather than speak to me - has promptly reported me to the elders. An elder called me on my way home from work. He asked me "does the name "pale.emperor" mean anything to you?" i told him that the Pale Emperor was a Roman Emperor that openly rejected the existance of a god. And that it's also the name of Marilyn Mansons latest album.
After a pause he continued "we know you've been on a apostate site. It's
been reported to us. We've read what you've written on there. It's
disgusting. You should know better..." etc etc etc
So now they're out planning a judicial committee. So obviously im just going to speed things up and disassociate myself. Im thinking of posting my letter with reasons on facebook so all my "friends" can read it before it's announced. I feel sorry for my 2yo daughter - my family are all in. So when my family shun me they'll have no access to my daughter. She wont see her cousins, her aunts/uncles, her grandma. All because they'll shun me for leaving. Fuck, this religion makes me SICK.
It's sad that i had to go out that way. I dont feel sad. I just feel sad for my daughter. My wife will still take her the meetings but i hope to Alla/Thor/Odin/Ba'el/Marduk/Ganesh that she doesn't get baptized into this cult.
Here it goes.