by BlackWolf 73 Replies latest jw friends
So sorry. Please, go to see a specialist. You sound like having serious depression. It is far more than "spiritual" problem. Being in your situation doesn't help. But if you have right treatment then you really can move on. If you don't sort out your emotions first, no choice is going to be good.
Do take care after yourself.
Blackwolf,
I don't know if you will see this as you're not on often, but I have followed your whole story on here. I am very concerned for you and you only seem to have this forum as an external outlet to express yourself.
You need a real friend. I hope you can build the courage to get out your house and mix with people your age very soon.
Take Care
Kate xx
The crowd on reddit tend to be younger so you might want to be on there too.
Finkelstein's words are spot on, I think - "play along until you can move out on your own when you can. Pretentious as it may be, its really your only choice for now ."
You can prepare to walk through a minefield by learning how others have managed to survive their experience.
Don't tell anyone your specific concerns about the Corporation - especially your parents! Simply tell them that you have personal issues which you are dealing with in prayer, and that you are grateful for their concern.
Rinse & repeat. Stick with this "firewall" and you will give no one anything to pin on you. Give them any "excuses", and the wolves will smell blood - yours!
Never forget - no one can force you to tell them your private & personal thoughts.
If anyone pushes you, (especially the elders) ask them if they'd tell you their deepest & most private thoughts!
I wish you peace and success.
Just say Jesus was baptised at 30 so if that was good enough for him....
If you get pressure just say that the more they harp on about it the less inclined you are to do it.
(do not reward poor behaviours)
