(((((FHN)))))
Wow I feel so out of touch....girl that's a lot to go through, I'm a bit speechless I can only imagine how you are feeling.
Big BIG hugs from me and onacruse!
My Andy was in a bad car accident~
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FlyingHighNow
(((((FHN)))))
Wow I feel so out of touch....girl that's a lot to go through, I'm a bit speechless I can only imagine how you are feeling.
Big BIG hugs from me and onacruse!
The past three days have been the most painful since the whole ordeal began. I hope this weekend will be better. At least Dad sounded good today and Julian is still with me. And I have received lots of love and support here. You and Ona have always been cool with me.
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outnfree
I'm sorry you have the worry about your dad on tope of everything else, so I'm sending hugs of loving support from me to all of you, FHN. May you be able to get some much-needed rest.
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FlyingHighNow
I'm sorry you have the worry about your dad on tope of everything else, so I'm sending hugs of loving support from me to all of you, FHN. May you be able to get some much-needed rest.
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I didn't get a lot of sleep last night, but I did get encouragement and I don't feel quite so grief stricken this morning as the past three days. It's not as painful physically and emotionally today so far. I hope that that will continue. They say grief is hard work and the last three days I worked hard. I hope it's the worst of it. Andy's family's friends have a big 4th of July bbq and fireworks display each year. We are going to that this evening. Only thing is his dad is driving, about 40 miles, and he's into his 70's. His driving scares me, so I'll just have to pray we make it okay. Ha. Maybe I will sleep better tonight.
Again, thank you. And even if you think all of this so sad you don't know what to say to us, please realize just knowing that you care helps us a great deal. Hugs to all of you.
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Sunspot
I dearly and sincerely hope that you can gather up enough of the "good thoughts" to be able to recover emotionally from all that is bombarding you. You are loved and thought about. (((((FHN)))))
hugs,
Annie
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juni
(((FHN and family)))
I'm sorry to hear about your Dad, but things sound like they will be just fine given some time.
Enjoy the fireworks tonight!
Love, Juni
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Dansk
FHN,
You jolly well go out and enjoy yourself. You thoroughly deserve it!
Love,
Ian
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(((FHN)))
I'm pleased you're going to the bbq and fireworks tonight - maybe just a slight pause for you from all the terrible things which have happened. Sometimes these 'little' breaks are such a blessing - you know like the sun's rays seem more intense when they shine through a break in the clouds? I hope you have a safe, stress-free journey and enjoy the evening!
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FlyingHighNow
Thank you, everyone. I feel less pain today than the past three days. Julian and I went and picked up the food from the Angel Food Ministry that Bev found for us. Thank you, Bev
I refilled my Rx for my anti-anxiety med today. I have at least nine days before I must go back to work again. Julian was given a full scholarship for camp through his counselor and Westminster Presbyterian Church. He will go to camp the week I go back to work. Next month our church is sending him to camp on full scholarship. He went last year and it was wonderful for him. He is very stressed and it will do him so much good. He is afraid of having to leave his beloved Nanna. Last night we waited patiently for the full moon to come up. That was nice.
Thank you everyone and please pray or vibe for my physical pain from my anxiety to let up.
Love you all!!!!
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FlyingHighNow
Want everyone to know that Julian enjoyed the bbq and fireworks very much. He got to swim a lot and that was good for him. The picture of Andy and Mickey at the pool included on the 1st or 2nd page of this thread, that was taken at the Gage bbq the summer of 2005 in their pool. Their grown kids put on a fireworks show each year that's very amazing for just plain people. The high lights were when they played the song Dueling Banjos and dueled with the fireworks, trying to out do each other. Also the song America the Beautiful was nice and we sang along, nice song. The finale was great. It's odd, I was sad most of the night, even going into the computer room to cry at one point. But I enjoyed the actual fireworks better this year than last.
Andy's mother told us one of the set of grandparents was not allowed to bring their four grandsons because they were too rowdy last year, but Julian was welcomed because he is so well behaved.
A couple of times I went into their living room and sat in the recliner with my glass of water. They had a beautiful picture of a light house and home perched on a cliff over the ocean. I would concentrate on it and I could hear the song by The Who: Love Reign O'er Me. The intro to the long intro version song where you can hear it raining..
Today we slept in, no church, but I told God he needed to help me with this pain because I can't go on like this, feeling this kind of pain everyday. It makes me feel so weak physically. Andy has been doing better today than I have seen him and that has helped Julian and me to feel better. I do feel a bit stronger. Please keep praying or burning sage or sending positive vibes or whatever you do. We need your love and help to get through this grief over Mickey and to cope with not knowing what our future will exactly be.
