This place is a great place for healing from the cult. Once you've heard the same old bullshit and seen the exact same threads by the same poster.... enough is enough. I get really, REALLY bored reading things here. It's also easy to get pissed off when everyone acts so 'lovey dovey' and 'let's all just get along' when the person posting could, and quite possibly is, the biggest asshole in the world.
In short, I find that I cannot conform to this place anymore either. Sure, it's nice to pop-in every now and then, but it gets so dammed boring and the 'internet community' is nothing more than avatars and stupid names like 'Shamus'... utterly devoid of true human contact and utterly devoid of concrete proof of truth. Sure, there are tons of exceptions, so before you all start boo-hooing me, think about the thousands of people who post here only a few times.... who the hell are they? There are millions of total weirdo's on this planet. And there are tons here... JC Cannon who argues with people all the time. A person who has completely lost reality and is delusional... thinking that he/she is the messiah. Yet people know this and still argue with this sick individual! They are arguing with Jesus Christ... just too weird.
Yes, this place serves a great purpose, but the show is over sometimes. I only come here every so often now, and hope to kick the habit permanently very soon. I am left to wonder how people can have 10,000 posts and still go on typing and giggling and bullshitting with people who could be complete frauds. It's really strange... yet I found myself in with it too!
Yes, some people come here just to argue politics; something that really detracts from this place. But it ain't my message board and won't ever be. Believe me, I sure don't want it!
Have I made one bit of difference? Nope. I've posted some messages here, but really, big deal. The Jehovahs Witness teachings are filled with obvious flaws and everyone knows of they're lack of love... did 'Shamus" make a difference? Or did "Farkel"? Nah. I'm not bitter... towards this board. I am bitter that it all seemed so real to me. Let me tell you folks, there are plenty of real people here. There are plenty of weirdo's too. (maybe I'm one of them)
Whatever. It's only a message board. The real world is outside. Find ex-witnesses or meet-up with them like so many have done here. That's great! But to have this as your soul-outlet for venting about this 'religion' and believing that all on this board is true... well... there's one born every minute, so they say. The smart people already figured this out, posted a few times, and got on with they're real life. Some are in the process of moving on... I am glad to say that I am one of them.
Of course, I could be totally wrong. But I"m not going to argue over this either. I have better things to do...