without a doubt, jw life is boring.
and those meetings!
5 congregation meetings, meetings for field service, elders meetings, judicial meetings, meetings to figure out who was qualified to clean the toilets....š¤.
I feel I repress alot of memorys from JDub times, and this forum often brings them back to light.
Heres one thats just popped up, i was given the "privilege" of turning up early to remove the locks from the firedoors and then sat waiting to do the sound board.
Looking back i was so proud and it makes me SICK. How did I let myself become so brain washed? Was we mentally weak to get in that state? Or was we mentally strong to break away?
i was raped by two brothers when i was 12 in vancouver.
one was an elder who i trusted beyond belief and the other was his 18 year old son, who i had a huge crush on.
it changed my life forever, i became a slut, sleeping with every brother i could of which there was an endless supply.
Rule number 1:Never feed the troll.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wktxjuyiat4.
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I found this song many years after leaving the borg. But it dipicts pretty perfectly how it feels to lose ones faith.
kiss.
steve miller band (abracadabra).
eagles.
My parents where relaxed on this front. I was allowed to listen to any rock music.
I see someone mention smashing pumpkins. They have a song that literally starts " Disarm you with a smile" how can you link that to satan!
Actually i just had a memory pop back to my mind (this site does that alot to me) i remember sitting to learn " the devil went down to georgia" on the fiddle as a young publisher!
in my ten years as a witness i never read the whole bible end to end, what with four magazines a month, the book study, meetings and talk preparations, there just wasnāt the time.
i knew all the important references to āproveā the various jw doctrines, and the cherry picked chapters that help foster the idea that itās a good book, but thatās not reading it.
well after nearly forty years out, i decided i would do it.
I read it cover to cover during my pioneer days.
Its safe to say none of it has stuck in my head and i wish I spent the time studying literally anything else.
happy new year to everyone in this forum.. i need advice on business ethics like writing a curriculum vitae, being present for an interview, providing services like and answering customers needs.
thanks.
i am just 22 years and i need advice..
Your C.V should be tailored for the job and industry in which your applying to.
we know the answer but for the sake of discussion.
so satan is the ruler of the world and he is hellbent on destroying gods people, why?
satan controls 99.9 % of the world except for one little obscure religious group that no one pays any attention to.
Because they keep bloody well saying the word "Jehovah" and giving his demon lads the fright of thier lifes!
when i first seen this website i actually thought it was a jw website hence the home page and not an ex jw website and i posted a topic thinking people were real witnesses then i quickly discovered it was not and all these people were commenting and embarrassing me and i couldnāt even delete the thread.
then i asked the admin to delete it and i said it was very misleading saying itās a jw page and heās like are you serious i deleted your topic and now you are attacking me and it clearly says ex jw page.
he was very rude and btw no where does it say ex jw and you should be able to delete your own threads you start.
Sounds like someones added a thread about fading and then got cold feed about being on an apostate website.
hi, this is my long overdue introduction.
iāve been visiting this site since probably around 2011. in that time, iāve taken a lot from these discussions and never contributed anything.
iām not sure that i have much to contribute these days because i just donāt pay too much attention to wt land.
Hey!welcome to the forum.
I dont contribute much either as I am so far away from the borg. I come here for updates on Jdub lunacy and where i can offer support, share stories etc.
This is also the only place on the world where I am around people who understand how it was for me growing up!
Its a great site.
either here on this site or by a congregation member?
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I havent been outed as an apostate. Im very open about it!
