I was bombarded with it's the END.. any day.... AHHH AHHH!!!
Then the day of Baptism the guy who got the "credit" for studing with me slapped me on the shoulder and said, " NOW YOU HAVE TO ENDURE"
HE explained that 'That's what his guy told him!"
So at that moment everything changed .. and now the end wasn't quite as NEAR.. and I NEEDED to tone it down.. on the END stuff.. I felt totaly manipulated ..
IT was like WTF.. I was out less than 3 years later