Dear still wondering;
Great sympathies to you our friend. Some here are too shocked too write over your your loss, and the conclusion you've reached. So for them I send you this comfort. We commend your strength in this difficult time, and thank you for your bold statements.
You wrote: “For her the fear of man (WTS) is greater than the fear of death. Their God the WTS, the anti typical Moloch (WT speak), the one who makes up the rules, demands they sacrifice their life when so required.”
“The following letter was ignored because her fear of becoming the object of pointing fingers and wagging tongues at the kingdom hall was too great even with only a hemoglobin transfusion plus the ever present desire to prove themselves more righteous than others by becoming a martyr.”
It takes courage for victims to face their abusers, and call them what they are. This incorporated cult of men are truly guilty for spreading confusion across the globe, as to the use and non use of blood; which has resulted in many deaths. It's a matter of personal application of the scriptures, and a loving relationship with God. So the employment of “peer pressure” and “fear of the elders” is; thus an “abuse of power”.
PS: Is you go through the grieving process, please continue to blame these men, and not God.
Serving Yehuwah; AwareBeing