I guess I was kinda spineless now that i look back at myself. I lived a double life from when I was about 13 to up till I was 26 I was always afraid to let my friends and family down so I lied to them to try to keep them happy all the time I was cheating myself and making it harder i think in the long run to break things off without hurting people more. I just could not keep up the act anymore I was stressing myself out too much. Now that I look back on things I know I could have prevented a lot of heartache and missery in life if I would have stopped the act and had just been myself.
Freelife