by nicolaou 67 Replies latest jw experiences
this is so funny that you ask...when i see a group of witnesses, i feel soooo envious, because of the way they are dressed and conduct themselves....then i think of all the dysfunction and unhappiness and phoniness...then i am okay....LOL...at least I can be real in my life and not put up a front on trying to be happy
joannne
I used to pity them. Used to get angry at all the time I wasted preaching and not being able to be a normal kid. Now, I just wait for them to knock on my door. But they don't.
Anyone ever thought of making small "An apostate lives here" stickers for the front door?
shelley
Lol! Some of these posts are great. What do I feel...I get all paranoid and think "Cr*p, am I do anything wrong right now - don't want my family to hear anything bad!" Stupid, but trying to stay on good side of my family for my little sister's sake.
Relief I'm out and don't do that anymore. Curiosity about why they are in and doing it.
A vauge sense of comminality - sorta like coming across someone from my own country while overseas...
Judgement if their dress, facial hair, demenour isn't what I was taught it should be... Brother Divergent still comes out sometimes...
I feel relieved that I no longer have to do that.... and I feel sorry for the JWS who feel that they still need to be involved in the preaching work.....such a waste of lives........waiting for a world that will never come..
I feel glad that I am not out with them. These days I find any excuse not to go out and when I do its mostly other people's calls and very little teritory.
JESUS CHRIST!!!!! Did I really used to do that??? Then I think about what a big bag of bifta could do to ease my pain...
I think "They are all clock watching for the next food break". How many wasted weekend mornings? oh how many.........................................
trudy
