I have never felt any love for "Jehovah" as presented at the meetings. If He is really supposed to be omniscient, omnipotent and then i feel NO affection for him. If His power was confined and his knowledge limited then maybe i would have "loved" him as someone who was doing his best to relieve human suffering.
I'm sorry, but killing your own son is just not good enough for an omnipotent sovereign who doesn't have to answer to anyone. (I'd say "killing" in the pattern of Abraham and Isaac, but many would prefer "allowing him to be killed" which, for an omnipotent being, is basically the same as "being and an accomplice to his murder")...... And to whom was this "ransom" paid? Was it not to Himself?...... Add to this the fact that even 2000 years after the sacrifice, suffering ands death still continue. I'm sorry, its just not good enough... The God of the Jehovah's Witnesses is only selfishly concerned with His own sovreignty and He has allowed people to be killed and tortured... He has killed and tortured people continuously for the last 6000 years in order to prove His point.
It is impossible to have an omnipotent and superlatively belevolent being and still have terrible tragedies in the world. One of the sides of the equations has to be balanced. The tragedies still and will continue to happen, so you can't get rid of them in the equation. The only other thing to get rid of is the idea of an omnipotent and superlatively belevolent God. So I don't believe in Him, nor feel any love for Him.
This does not mean though that i don't believe in... something... but the concept is very different to the religious concept, and i don't like to label it with words which have a religious connotation. It is neither omnipotent nor omniscient nor necessarily benevolent. I acknowledge that i sense my own "life", my own "consciousness" and that i have a feeling of "self" that doesn't seem to be explained by anything purely physical.
I believe that morality is more valuable and worthwhile when its created out of a genuine desire and not imposed upon us by an omnipotent being. I don't feel its necessary to come up with stories and fables about how this self-consciousness has spontaneously personified and dealt with past humans in a way that i have not experienced, and i also believe that its a very personal thing that is not to be regulated by a giant worldwide corporate pseudo-religious organisation.
In conclusion, i don't love "Jehovah" but i do love this aspect of human consciousness that makes us able to invent, to reason, to interact, to enjoy, to be moral, to feel, to sense and to love.