This is just a microcosm of what many rank and file JW's are going through in the Borg. Many of them have given there lives completely to the CULT. They have put all there eggs in the "proverbial-basket", so if they even think about the JW CULT as not being real it frightens them to no end. They are most times the ones that didn't live the double life and got a taste of the outside. I have family in the same predicament. They believe there is nowhere else to turn besides to the Borg and the 8 evil men that they have never met in bethel. So they have to ride this train to the end, they have almost no other choice, they are truly trapped mentally. They are the type that reason to themselves that if it isn't the truth I know God will understand my heart and forgive me, I know because I have been there before. Even if God himself were to come down and tell them it's not the truth they would still be in denial. The cognitive dissonance is completely turned off. With this weekends WT brainwashing the "mentally diseased apostate" fear is reignited! They are so deeply mind controlled it should be a crime and the GB should be prosecuted!
For sparks to be on this website for over 10 years and still be a rank and file JW tells you a lot about his mental state, he needs to seriously see a doctor and fast! I feel very sorry for him, and this psychotic episode.