After years of fighting a physical disability that ended in kidney failure and several bouts of respiratory/cardiac arrestmy mom landed in the hospital last week. The Doc's said she needed heart surgery and kidney transplants but before they could operate they need to get her blood count back up. It had fallen well below what her body could naturally restore on its own she she needed transfusions.
She of course refused.
Instead she went home and signed up for hospice and last night at 7:10 pm she died.
She left a husband of 47 years who before last week had never even written a check...He worked and she took care of the house, that was the deal.
She left me, her only child
She left my wife who was the daughter she never had.
She left a Grandson (10) who is trying very hard to understand and a Granddaughter (4) who told me her heart was breaking when I talked to her about it tonight.
Now I have to quietly sat at her memorial at the KH that threw me out almost 25 years ago with all the fake jws acting like they give 2 sh*ts about me. They only visited my mom when they needed a pee break while they were out knockin. I am tempted to wear my Police Dress Uniform complete with flags and firearms, I know that several of the Police Officers and Fire Fighters that I work with will be there as well.
Just a vent....Thanks for listening.
