Hey Kaethra - there's a brief break in he clouds so I am checking in as requested! Thanks for pulling for me....alas I know you mean that you are hoping I come through rather than you have been out for the last couple of days pulling princes and princesses for me to look over as soon as I get well!
Thanks for sharing all that Johannah - its good to hear from someone with personal experience. One thing i have found is that whilst exercise definitely brings me out of the lows it throws me into the manic highs from which I cannot calm down. Have you found this and if so what do you do about it? Maybe medication will help with this...
(((cyber dene))) - you are so lovely. I dont think I have hit quite as low as this, certainly not as an adult who must take complete responsibility for everything they do and doesnt have a shoulder to cry on or shield them from the elements once in a while. I do have an appointment with the pyschiatrist on Tuesday at which point I pray i will get some drugs to stabilise me out and get referred to a counsellor. I really really want to talk to someone who can be objective and give me some pointers about what I can change and what I cant.