Hello Everyone,
This is very difficult to write because I am crying. I am normally not the kind of person you will ever see cry because things don't affect me that much but this has got to be the hardest things I have ever went through.
I just got through discussing with my wife my feelings. I guess it has been hard to hid some of the things that I have felt since I have learned that many of the WT teachings are false. I have tried to be supportive because I knew my wife was a die hard witness, we have had a few problems and she packed a few things and left a couple of days ago. This kind of thing had happened a few times before (PMS) but eventually she comes back and everything is OK.
Never the less I love her because she is such a sweet person. I had hoped to find some sort of middle ground where we could move forward.
Unfortunatly, she just left because she said that she could not live with me because I did not believe. I tried to reason that I has questions and that I was trying to work things out and that it is TRUTH that is important since Jehovah is a God of Truth.
I do not blame her because she is a wonderful person, very sweet and loving. She is misguided by her life in the organization.
It pains me greatly because she so hurt. I just can't stand to see her cry.
There is no room for examining things.
There is no way The Almighty Loving God could approve of an organization which operates like this.
No, she left.
I am a very sad individual.
I cry now but soon I know it will turn to anger.
I hate the WT organization!
Sadly yours, r