You must have enormous endurance. I can barely stand listening to the nonsense preached from the stage at a single meeting.
For awhile, I thought the organization had a chance to reform - but no longer.
You might want to consider that now, it is far more likely that decline and dissolution face the Watchtower, in a manner similar
to communism. You might want to also consider that the very elements that might bring about change are being removed -
such as various sympathetic brothers at Bethel ( layoffs) and the continuing loss of elders who actually cared about the flock,
as opposed to the 'company men' taking over.