THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS FOR YOUR CONCERN,,,, yes doubleedge it never ceases to amaze me just how shallow a friendship can be in this so called religion,,,, and to think this lady has 5 grown children ,, and only one is still in ,,, I think,,,,,and she is divorced and oh ya i think I know why she said drugs are from the devil ,,,, because she has a son who is like a meth,(street drug) addict.........I even explained it to her that with my fibromyalgia there is no cure just certain prescribed drugs and exercise. But hell any excuse to put the devil in there as the eternal cause of alll suffering.....I have to find other friends so hey guys when is the next apostofest ,,, I want to be there ,,,, SOOOOOOO BADDDDDDD BTW,,,,, I AM GOING TO BE IN AUSTIN ,,,TEXAS IN JULY ..... SO LET ME KNOW.....OK ..... MY EMAIL IS OPEN I THINK
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MY FRIEND OF OVER 20 YRS CALLED ME AN EVIL APOSTATE,,SO NOW I DIE????
by wildfire inwildfire here and man am i glad i came back.
she knows the horror stories of how my annointed ex husband treated me and my kids........ i know i am rambling on ,, but i really needed some one at that very moment of desperation... so i called a true friend to come over and take me away some where any where......and guess what,,, that is exactly what he did without hesitation....( he too was treated badly in his youth by the nazi cultic borg ) if he would not have been there to console me=========i may not be writing this now.... well i couldnt sleep ,, so i woke up at 4 am and decided to visit my invisible angels online..... i read and cried many posts touched my heart with the reality that we are all in this together,,,,,,,.
those bastards arent going to get me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
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MY FRIEND OF OVER 20 YRS CALLED ME AN EVIL APOSTATE,,SO NOW I DIE????
by wildfire inwildfire here and man am i glad i came back.
she knows the horror stories of how my annointed ex husband treated me and my kids........ i know i am rambling on ,, but i really needed some one at that very moment of desperation... so i called a true friend to come over and take me away some where any where......and guess what,,, that is exactly what he did without hesitation....( he too was treated badly in his youth by the nazi cultic borg ) if he would not have been there to console me=========i may not be writing this now.... well i couldnt sleep ,, so i woke up at 4 am and decided to visit my invisible angels online..... i read and cried many posts touched my heart with the reality that we are all in this together,,,,,,,.
those bastards arent going to get me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
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WILDFIRE HERE AND MAN AM I GLAD I CAME BACK,,,JUST THE OTHER NIGHT A FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN FOR OVER 20 YRS COMES BY TO ""ENCOURAGE ME"". Well guess what after she heard why I am not going to meetings and after telling her I suffer from FIBROMYALGIA, and other pains. She gets up in true JW ARROGANT ASS FASHION ,, and starts telling me I am an evil APOSTATE, AND my time is coming...( ya time to party) and well you get the picture-------Oh ya and the last loving comment from my estranged friend was WELL YOU KNOW YOUARE TAKING ALL THOSE DRUGS AND THEY ARE FROM SATAN ( HUMM I THOUGHT THEY WERE FROM MY NEIGHBORHOOD PHARMASIST ) So I was very upset and I have attempted suicide in the past,----AND THIS MERCILESS BITCH KNOWS THIS AND THIS IS HOW SHE TALKS TO ME..
She knows the HORROR STORIES OF HOW MY ANNOINTED EX HUSBAND TREATED ME AND MY KIDS........ I KNOW I am rambling on ,, but i really needed some one at that very moment of desperation... so I called a TRUE FRIEND TO COME OVER AND TAKE ME AWAY SOME WHERE ANY WHERE......AND GUESS WHAT,,, that is exactly what he did without hesitation....( he too was treated badly in his youth by the NAZI CULTIC BORG ) IF he would not have been there to console me=========I may not be writing this now.... Well I couldnt sleep ,, so i woke up at 4 am and decided to visit my invisible angels online..... I read and cried many posts touched my heart with the reality THAT WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER,,,,,,, UNITED WE STAND AND DIVIDED WE FALL.....PS...special thands to onacruse,,,for his help ,,I too will adopt the MINDSET OF
THOSE BASTARDS ARENT GOING TO GET ME DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHALOM MY FRIENDS.....
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Considered Suicide ?
by Guest 77 inafter reading about the two jw's committing suicide and larc's comments, how many of us have considered suicide?
i saw a movie about a man trying every trick in the book to committ suicide and failed.
it got to the point in the movie that you know his next new attempt would fail.. most likely some people prefer to die without committing suicide.
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WILDFIRE HERE MAN AM I GLAD I CAME HERE ,,,,,, HAVENT BEEN HERE FOR AWHILE AND NOW I KNOW THAT WAS AND IS A BIG MISTAKE,,,,, JUST LAST NIGHT A FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN FOR OVER 20 YRS COMES BY TO """"" ENCOURAGE ME""""""",,,,,,,,,WELL GUESS WHAT AFTER SHE HEARD WHY I AM NOT GOING TO MEETINGS AND AFTER TELLING HER I SUFFER FROMMM FIBROMYALGIA AND OTHER PAINS....SHE GETS UP IN TRUE ""JW FASHION.", STARTS TELLING ME I AM AN EVIL APOSTATE,,,,, AND MY TIME IS COMING AND WELL YOU GET THE PICTURE,,,,OH YA AND THE LAST LOVING COMMENT FROM MY FAIR WEATHER FRIEND......YOU KNOW ALL THOSE DRUGS YOU ARE TAKING ARE FROM THE DEVILLLLLL ....... SO I WAS VERY UPSET AND YES I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE MORE THAN 3 TIMES ....AND THIS BITCH KNOWS THIS AND THIS IS HOW SHE TALKS TO ME........ AND SHE KNOWS HOWW MY """ ANNOINTED EX TREATED ME AND MY KIDS..........WELL I KNOW I AM RAMBLING BUT I REEALLY NEEDED SOME ONE AT THAT MOMENT SO I CALLED A REALLL GOODD TRUE FRIEND TO COME OVER AND TAKE ME SOME WHERE AND HE DID ,,,,,,, (HES AN EX WITNESS WITH SIMILIAR HORROR STORIES......) IF HE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THERE TO HELP ME ,,, I MAY NOT BE WRITING THIS RIGHT NOW........BUT I COULDNT SLEEP SO I WOKE UP AND DECIDED TO VISIT MY ONLY TRUE INVISIBLE FRIENDS ,,,,,,I WAS THINKING OF HURTING MYSELF.....BUT AFTER READING ALL THE GREAT TRUE CONFESSIONS ,,, I KNEW I JUST HAD TO SHARE,,,, AND VENT ,,,,,,THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE AND MY SANITY ,,,,,, I LOVE YOU ALLL AND CRAIG ,,,, I WILL TRY AND ADOPT YOUR MINDSET,,,, THOSE BASTARDS ARENT GOING TO GET ME DOWN...............
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MYSTERY ILLNESS OF ME NOW HAS A NAME!!!!!!
by wildfire in.
hi gang..... i havent posted for quite a while but i thought you would like to know that all the tests and brain scans ( not the brain washing kind... already done that ) have revealed that i have fibro my algia,,,,, and not multiple sclerosis like i thought i had .... bo y am i glad those tests came back negative........ .
so as many of you know there is no cure for this disease ,,,, except pain meds and exercise....... its symptoms are fatigue,,, sleeping problems...many sore spots on your neck and legs...... and so everyday i go for a walk at our local mall and it seems to be helping me alot .... i am trying to keep a positive attitude and stay away from meetings and soo---called friends i used to have....... now i have all of you...........one way leads to diamonds ,, one way leads to gold... another way leads toeverything youre told... in your heart you wonder which one of these is true...when you find the answer in you.......so in all your journeys you may travel far ,, pilgrim its along way to find out who you are.,...........
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HI GANG..... I havent posted for quite a while but I thought you would like to know that all the tests and brain scans ( not the brain washing kind... already done that ) have revealed that I have FIBRO MY ALGIA,,,,, AND NOT MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS like I thought I had .... Bo y am I glad those tests came back negative........
So as many of you know there is no cure for this disease ,,,, except pain meds and exercise....... its symptoms are fatigue,,, sleeping problems...many sore spots on your neck and legs...... and so everyday i go for a walk at our local Mall and it seems to be helping me alot .... I am trying to keep a positive attitude and stay away from meetings and soo---called friends I used to have....... now I have all of you...........one way leads to diamonds ,, one way leads to gold... another way leads toeverything youre told... in your heart you wonder which one of these is true...when you find the answer in you.......so in all your journeys you may travel far ,, pilgrim its along way to find out who you are.,........... SHALOM MY FRIENDS.. ALWAYS
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What Was The 1st Thing That Made You Question?
by minimus inas a youngster raised in the "truth", i had my questions.
but anytime you ask a question that is unanswerable, you are told to just wait on jehovah.
as time passes, i believe that we store up a number of unanswerable questions that forces one to eventually think about everything.
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WELL LETS SEE ,,,My first husband recruited me into the borg in 1974,, but he never did do anything with the truth,,,, ran around and cheated on me and hey he loved it ,,I was the good, little submissive wife,,,, what more could you ask for,,,, I remember a time when he beat me up after a night of drinking and ohhh the pioneer sisters came over to check on me,,, (ya right,, those nosy bitches....) as i sat there bruised ,,, they said oh honey you are suffering for Jehovah ,, he will reward you ,,,(wrong answer but hey i stuck in there because I was to receive a great reward one day... ) well fast forward I divorced him in 78 and couldnt believe that an annointed brother was interested in me and my two children ...( how blessed among women was I ) we had a whirlwind courtship and started our marriage ,,, and 3 children later... my husband was ssssoooo strange and well things just went on crazier and crazier he would beat up people and then we would leave..... we ended up in Florida AND THE CRAZINESS NEVER STOPPED... AGAIN HE BEAT UP THE BROTHERS AND MYY KIDS WERE THREATENING TO RUN AWAY...... ( HIS DISCIPLINE OF MY KIDS WAS VERY SEVERE,,,,,,,) HE WAS DF AND I DIVORCED HIM IN 90... AS YOU CAN TELL I LIVED THRU HORRIBLE ACTS OF RAGE AGAINST ME AND MY CHILDREN... AND HE CLAIMED TO BE ANNOINTED,,,,,,,,NEED I SAY MORE,,,, we have many scarrs and I question everything and thank god for the internet and all MY TRUE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE FOUND HERE ,,,,,, YOU ARE MY SALVATION......... LIKE THE SONG I AM STILL HERE,,, THEY CANT TELL ME WHO TO BE,, CAUSE IM NOT WHAT THEY SEE,,,,,WANT TO TOUCH THINGS I CAN FEEL,,,, THEY CANT TAKE ME AWAY..........I WILL NEVER LET THEM HURT ME AGAIN ,,,, NOT EVER thanks for listening SHALOM
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A newbie says hello
by Icansaylucky inhello, i've been a lurker for about a year now and finally decided to register and start posting.
i don't have time to tell my story right now, but plan on doing so soon.
i guess i'm putting it off as i'm not sure where to start without it being a book.
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DEAR ICANSAYLUCKEY..... MY STORY IS POSTED UNDER MY NAME WILDFIRE....LOOK FOR I AM A NEWBIE NEED HELP... WROTE IT BACK IN OCT 2002 ,,, like I said I could write a book but there you can see how allmy true friends responded,,,,, to my story and feel freee to email me anytime ..... i would love to chat with you,,, i also go on live chat and i sing alot there..... it helps with my depression...... take care now...... SHALOM......
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My story...
by christopherceo inokay, i've chatted with several of you and i thought it was time to tell my story.
it all began during the gulf war early in january 1991. i was concerned about the war becoming the end of the world and naturally, because of my lifestyle, i began asking myself what i intended to do with my life.
a pioneer sister worked in the office where i worked, i knew she was a witness and studied the bible so i asked her opinion on what was happening.
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((CHRIS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) MY HEART JUST ached listening to your story , believe me we could compare notes on the issue of annointed partners....mine too professed to be of the annointed when he was 23..... believe me my email is open any time you want to just vent or anything......my ex was not even a pioneer or elder or anything just A MAJOR MANIPULATOR. AND ASSHOLE OF THE HOLIEST VERSION...... he was a real piece of work.... never paid child support for his 3 kids and now the oldest son is in prison... suffering from paranoid schizophrenia.... so yes i could write a book.... of all my horrible experiences... but i Have found a VOICE AMIDST THE DARKNESS... HEY I HAVE POSTED SOME INTENSE POETRY ON THE BOARD feel free to explore and WELCOME TO THE BEST PLACE TO BE........ SHALOM MY BROTHER
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POEM FOR SCUMBAG CHILD MOLESTERS
by wildfire inhi all just have a poem i am dedicating to all those hurt by child molesters called liars game.
where have all the liars gone?.
to hell is where they belong......... they take away someones life .
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THANKS ALLOF YOU WHO READ MY POETRY.....AS YOU CAN see from my profile,,,,, I definately have alot of pain... anger.....hostility to the WATCHTOWER AND how it victimized so many and continues to feel ABSOLUTELY NO SHAME,,,I KNEW DAN FITZWATER PERSONALLY AND I KNOW HIS DAU-IN-LAW AND THAT SHE WAS SILENCED FOR speaking out..... BUT THE LAMBS WILL ROAR AND NEVER STOP ,,,, THAT IS MY WISH AND PRAYER FOR ALL VICTUMS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!
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POEM FOR SCUMBAG CHILD MOLESTERS
by wildfire inhi all just have a poem i am dedicating to all those hurt by child molesters called liars game.
where have all the liars gone?.
to hell is where they belong......... they take away someones life .
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HI ALL JUST HAVE A POEM I AM DEDICATING TO ALL THOSE HURT BY CHILD MOLESTERS called LIARS GAME
Where have all the liars gone?
To hell is where they belong........
They take away someones life
Make them cry in shame
But WHO is the one that should be SHAMED?????????
When they play the LIARS GAME...
Why won't you believe what they say
Their pain won't go away.......
Their life will never be the same
The innocence lost is how the story goes........
Do you really want those guilty to pay......
Or just to hide out in their SOCIO PATHIC WORLD
PROTECTED by a secret clause
And who is to BLAME
SHAME SHAME SHAME
On not believing WHAT THEY SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR just reward will be
WHEN THEY SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE.........SHALOM to all who have been hurt by WTBS SECRET SOCIETY...... MAY YOU GET YOUR JUST REWARD!!!!!!!!
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What song sums up your JW experience?
by sleepy inits got to be rage against the machine, "killing in the name of" .
just had the bassline to this song rumbling through my head, havent heard it for ages though .
you need to know the chorus.
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WILDFIRE,,,, HERE..... i like my song wildfire but i also like JOHN RZEZNICK SONG HERE GOES;;;;;;;;; sing along if you wish I AM A QUESTION TO THE WORLD....AND WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD SAY... YOU DONT KNOW ME AND I WILL NEVER BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE.... YOU CANT TAKE ME AND THROW ME AWAY HOW CAN YOU LEARN WHAT IS NEVER SHOWN...... I WANT A MOMENT TO BE REAL WANT TO TOUCH THINGS I CAN FEEL......WANT TO HOLD ON AND FEEL I BELONG AND HOW CAN THE WORLD WANT ME TO CHANGE;;;;; IM STILL HERE..... I WANT TO TELL YOU WHO I AM THEY CAN'T BREAK ME AS LONG AS I KNOW WHO I AM.............THEY CANT TELL ME WHO TO BE,,,, CAUSE IM NOT WHAT THEY SEE,,,, MY EYE KEEPS ON DREAMING FOR ME.............I'M STILL HERE I'M STILL HERE ........OK there is one song here is another one by AVRIL LAVIGNE I REALLY CAN RELATE TOOOO.......
IM STANDING ON THE BRIDGE ,,, IM WAITIN IN THE DARK I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE HERE BY NOW.....ISNT ANYONE TRYING TO FIND ME ,,, ITS A DAM COLD NIGHT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THIS LIFE......IM LOOKIN FOR A PLACE,, IM SEARCHING FOR A FACE CAUSE NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT..... WONT YOU TAKE ME BY THE HAND TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NEW.....IM WITH YOU YEA YEA....... WHY IS EVERYTHING SO CONFUSING MYBE IM JUST OUT OF MY MIND........................ITS A DAM COLD NITE,,, TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THIS LIFE,,, WONT YOU TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NEW.... IM WITH YOUI YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA