I typed up my questions + concerns and emailed an Elder my mother has known for a long time. He in turn said he didn't want to put his own personal 'spin' or perspective on things, saying he is going to pass the information on to a Circuit Overseer who will be in town (at the time) in a few weeks.
This guy has just passed the buck on to this C.O.who is going to instigate a JC committee to find out where you are getting these ideas from....... apostates ? No brother or sister comes up with these type of questions on their own ,you must be looking at apostate material etc,etc,etc.
I`m sorry my friend but you are soon going to find out who your real true friends are ,and they wont be who you think they are .
I would love to be proved wrong on this however time will tell.
By the way welcome to this forum ,we would love to know how you go with this situation.