I hate violence .
And i will fight anyone who is not agree with me !!
I hate violence .
And i will fight anyone who is not agree with me !!
so, i was speaking with a relative recently, who is "in" the borg, but is completely aware of the terrible hypocrisy from the gb down.
he is not in the box, and its great to be able to have a realistic, and logical discussion about the current state of the org.. we started discussing, specifically, about that bunker video that was released in december.
how it is being played at all the conventions.
Maybe at the end of the video , the missing part ,(the most important part ) the gunmen take hands off the guns, put down their helmets and say " you are free , everything is under control ...the GB are in jail now ( with many other religious and political leaders ..)..it was a snare and a racket !!..enjoy your freedom now, and be happy !!! come with us to eat fruits on the beach now !!! "
And then all the bunker jw people scream " YiYAAAAAAA LETS GO !!! FREEDOM AT LAST !! "
IMAGINE .......could be true ....its a "guess end" this "video".my guess .
Absolutesbeginners
the work of john lennon best fit my situation.
first, i found out.
i found out.
Good question ..!! this one maybe ......... ( many others too !! )
" think back to all those years of service ..."
"finally the lost time we can anymore catch "
I am STILL "ANTISOCIAL" 18 years later . Even MORE !! ( and now i know why ...)
the biggest regret i have is of 'shunning' persons who were disfellowshipped and for 'marking' ones deemed as bad association.. there's no way i can approach these people to ask them for forgiveness as i've emigrated to another country however, by this post i'd like it to be known..
Regrets to didnt "wake up" before my 20 yo . ( 12 would have been better . could have done it )
Regrets that i went to the dirty swimming pool at around 15 or 16 een
Regrets to didnt have the strength to say to my parents " NO i dont go "door to door" this saturday . and NEVER again too "
Regrets to lost a childhood and even more a teenage time feeling guilty most of the time .( and maybe... still now ?? )
Regrets that i didnt hide a full time record device in the "elders meeting room" ..(there was "good catch" to do..)..( to toast their ass big time .... and after asking them with a shark smile, where do i send my record now ? police first or press first ? what do you prefer ? both maybe ?? )
Regrets that when i wrote my "good bye letter"to the "body of elders" i said " sorry to leave" in it ....( was still kind of afraid i guess ....) should have write "keep your crap rules forever, you stupid and blind windows washers ! " ( i have nothing against normal windows washers btw ; ) )
Regrets that i had not internet at the time !!
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Kiss to all !! regrets can be there sometimes, but not always , life is today and tomorrow , not 20 years ago !!
but if the "time machine" arrives one day , i buy my ticket !!
and i will go back with a " shark smile" and "shark tooth "
has anyone else felt like they should believe something after leaving wt?
i am an agnostic atheist and its so so hard for me to believe in a god or higher power.
it just doesn't make sense.
"Believing something " ....would make life a little "easier" isn't ?
Like a kind of drug maybe ....no . not maybe . it is a drug .
A self-made , free and legal drug .... Why not use it ?
And it definitely make life kind of "easier " .
No more worries about death !!!( and fews other questions... )
If you feel to , find something to believe .
and you have many choices around the world!!
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Me i dont "believe" .
I am going to die .
tomorrow or in twenty years .and i dont care very much about the " tunnel of light " . ( i just prefer in 20 years than tomorrow...but who knows ? )
My only big wories is to wake up "after death" in a Jw "paradise"
Going out of my grave and see Tony the third with a panda on his knees asking me if "i want to be a Jw man" ..........i would strait go back to my grave ...
and lock it !!
( we all have crazy nightmares ....)
Take care on your journey about life .
Ps: me i drink . and it is a drug indeed ........we are all the same ...
it's become clear that very few from outside the religion are joining anymore.
if only the kids of the people that are already in are the one replacing the members as they die off and 50% let's say of the kids leave then how long can they realistically last before the downturn becomes obvious?.
Not long i think .
Because nowadays kids are smarter ( in the way " more difficult to fool " ) and faster to get when something "smell wrong" ...
And if you put a "tablet" in young hands its very easy to go from jw.org to jwfacts.com........ no ?
I wish i had one 25 years ago ...and all the links we have now..... ; )
I would have not gone to the swimming pool for sure ; )
i saw two brothers this morning next to the main train station in liverpool city centre this morning.
they were not actively approaching anyone.
what i found strange was that they were from a cong that has different territory, so i don't know why they were there.. anyway i knew them both, and they know i was df'd, i was in my car and couldn't park up for a chat, but i did beep and wave to them as i drove passed and they waved back.
No time to lose
No time to argue about a "talking snake" or the "wash- to- wear busine$$.."
Just a nice smile passing by . thats me .
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They are in a strange jail . the key for the exit door is inside their pocket !!
Some turn it at 20 yo , some turn it at 65 yo and some ...never find they have a pocket and a key inside...
And this jail have a very special door too ....the lock is ONLY INSIDE ...you CANT open it from outside ..... ( i tried very hard . i broke my "apostates fingers" )
Good luck to all !! inside, outside ...or turning the key now....with a shaking hand....
Ps : Btw .. they have internet in this jw.jail ...no ? yes ! ( i can hear many keys turning now , and even more in a close future ....GOOD ! )
i know i've started similar topics before but this time i'm serious.
my parents have been constantly pressuring me and after yesterday's watchtower study they asked me if i was going to be baptized this summer... and i said yes.
i probably should have thought about it more before making a final decision, but they're pretty much forcing me to do it anyway.
Hi "Black wolf"
as you can see all over the world we wonder about you ...
You dropped a « small» bomb to your father ....and what ...???
He didnt jump all over the place calling you « devil» .........
Just quiet .....he said ....i will see ..................................( he knows you ‘re right of course )
I am sure he is ALREADY awake . ( or on the way to )
His slow reaction proves it . He is feed up of this circus i am sure !!
Imo deep inside very deep deep inside he thinks « she is clever ! she is my girl !»
But of course he will not tell you by words .its too hard. He is trapped too .
But i am sure he is proud of you already .
YOU are taking the Power . to say Yes or No !
The big problem is your mother .
Dont argue with her about thoses topics ( 1914 , overlapstuff , ARC ...) its useless ...
Losing time ; energy and finishing with tears and screams ............
Useless ....
She is on the Cult-autopilot . and maybe forever . my mother too .
I know well this kind of story .
But dont go drown your soul in this dirty swimming pool .
( maybe its not water inside ? its only the tears of the ones who got baptised the years before ? yes ....................i am a poet sometimes ........)
YOU have the powerr ( sorry i send some " oldies ") but Patti knows well about Jw stuff . Ask her . Abso
https://youtu.be/pPR-HyGj2d0
i know i've started similar topics before but this time i'm serious.
my parents have been constantly pressuring me and after yesterday's watchtower study they asked me if i was going to be baptized this summer... and i said yes.
i probably should have thought about it more before making a final decision, but they're pretty much forcing me to do it anyway.
Hello Mr Blackwolf ,
DONT go to the swimming pool . ( like i did last century...)
The end was "sooooo clooose" you know ..... ; )
If THEY put a lot of pressure just say " its an important choice, and i need more time and reflexion " ( and its true )
Too young to drive , too young to get married ....so ....too young, thats all !! ; )
Stay "quiet" , work hard at school , and just say NO to the swimming pool .
Easy to say , hard to do isn't ; ) !!!
Never forget this powerfull word in life : " NO "
Stay strong, you are not alone .
Greets from ME .
i haven't seen anyone stopped for speeding on our freeways in some time.. wth it's dangerous out there, i'm driving 69-72 mph and someone pass me at 80-85 mph.. here in southern ca it,s crazy.
the speed limits are 65-70 mph.
i'am nervous as hell when i'am on the.