I regret being born in the ORG. I regret being ignorant of a great many things, espescially the real world. I regret not following my dreams. I regret turning my back on a girl who loved me, just so I could marry a cult member instead. Sounds mean, I guess, but it's true. We're it not for the cult,.....
I also regret shunning a close relative, just because the cult said so. Now they have children that I will never know; lives that I will never be a part of.
Regrets, Yep... I got plenty. I still have guilt, because I'm not shouting the truth to my family. All because I'm afraid that they will cut me off, and I'm not prepared to be alone, not financially, not emotionally.
What sucks, is that I shouldn't have to deal with this shit, and I'll never be normal. Even if I get out, I'm not a wise choice for any relationship. I don't have anything to give anyone. I can't really support anyone, not financially, probably not emotionally. I don't even know what "normal" is.