I remember always feeling bad when they mentioned "the deficit". And often I would make sure to put more money in the contribution box. I can't believe I was pulled along like this. Of course, this was back before assemblies got so expensive.
Of course, nowadays circuit assemblies are only ONE day. They should be HALF the cost of what they used to be.
If there is indeed an equalizing going on, Watchtower should show where the money is going.
If I were to to be the "angry apostate" protester, I think I would hold up a sign in front of the assembly hall that read, "How much is the deficit going to be this year?" or "$10000--Why do circuit assemblies cost so much?"