Posts by varian

every day of my life, i wakw up in the morning, thinking of the wonder or gift of life. how everything is perfect. about god and how he made the miracle of life etc.

i really apreachate! i really do!

but there is a other side of me, a really dark side of me.

when i read about the all the sh++++ oompa whent through, i litaraly saw my own life flow by. altough i never knew him, i some how could feel the emotional pain he went through! it is so sad!

in my earlie 20ies i became a jw. i thought it was the right religion. i believed in everything the wto published.

but right now, in this time of my life, i just don´t no how to fit into this life. i do not know who i am. whT I´M AM!

i know it might sound frikking weird for you, but that is my present state of mind!

i´m on the brink of killig myself. dont get me wrong, i love life, but i just ddont know were i fit in!

i´ve been through a lot of sh+++, devorce finacial problems etc. the funny thing is, i´m quite successful in the things i do. i´m an artist. i played in successful bands. i also do exhibitions with my art. but: i just cant fit in to life!

i also won competitions. beeing the best built body. no joke, i workout everyday. on the other side. i just can´t find the true love!

i work with frikkig blokes everyday. there are no women whre i work. jusr f+++++ bkokes!

i just cant see the meaning of life. why do i do all this? fot what reason?

on days like this, i feel like the most unssuccessful person who ever recided on this planet earth! why am i still here? should i join oompa?

what is this all about?

all i want in life is a true love and a nice home. for f### sake is that to much to ask for????

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transformation 2012

by varian in

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recently i ve been watching loads of youtube clips about spiritual teachers.

mainly themes about law of atraction and teachings from eckard tolle.. many of them are saying that 2012 is the year of transformation.

they are talking al lot about people who are right now in that process.. i also feel this way.

varian

Hi everyone.

Recently I´ve been watching loads of YouTube clips about spiritual teachers. Mainly themes about Law of Atraction and teachings from Eckard Tolle.

Many of them are saying that 2012 is the year of transformation. They are talking al lot about people who are right now in that process.

I also feel this way. I feel like being in this type of transformation, and that things will turn out for the better very soon.

Do you also feel you´re going through a very special time period?

Love, Varian

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Were You Ever Comfortable Going From House To House?

by minimus in

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because i was raised a witness, i don't think i was "uncomfortable" knocking on strangers' doors.

(weirdo).. but as i got older, i simply didn't want to bother anyone so i was at there door for no more than 30 seconds.

at the end i hated being there..

varian

what does ttatt stand for? and what is this kool aid thing about?

(i´m from a non english country)

thank you....

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How do you like Joyce Meyer?

by Iamallcool in

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i just do not care about her at all, but i was wondering what do you think about her?.

varian

religious entertainment....

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Brits

by NewChapter in

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i hear americans called yanks---and it never even made me blink an eye.

so i'm not sure---and almost used the term brits a minute ago and edited to say british people.

so tell me----is it offensive?

varian

depends about the subject i suppose.

some think about the boozers on the island tenneriffa....you know...the ones with all the tatoos (mum and dad)...the sun burnt skin...and every second word beginning with a "f".

oh of course...and eating everything with baked beans...

:-)

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is it normal for a father, to walk hand in hand in public with his adult daughter?

by varian in

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talking about europe and the western world....

varian

talking about europe and the western world...

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Moroccan girl commits suicide after being forced to marry her rapist

by Diest in

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after reading this article it just reminded me that koran and bible are completely backward.

the justification for this forced marriage is found in deuteronomy 22:23-24: ' .

if a man is caught in the act of raping a young woman who is not engaged, he must pay fifty pieces of silver to her father.

varian

"...rooted in local rural traditions..."

to be more precise: it´s based on mohammed - the best example for all muslims. the pedophile prophet, who raped and married an 8 year old.

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listen and learn. the near future of britain and europe...

by varian in

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...one of the best speeches on this subject i ve ever heard.

the reality of islam is a trojan horse.... http://www.mrctv.org/videos/paul-weston-speaks-nyc-feb-23-2012.

varian

snare and racket.

"Geert Wilders denies the holocaust"

what a blatant lie!

i´m supposed to be distasteful and dangerous?

so what the hell is this fascism-islam then? is it that wrong pointing out to what that author mohammed has written. but oh...it´s diguised as a religion, so it´s not so bad then eh?

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listen and learn. the near future of britain and europe...

by varian in

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...one of the best speeches on this subject i ve ever heard.

the reality of islam is a trojan horse.... http://www.mrctv.org/videos/paul-weston-speaks-nyc-feb-23-2012.

varian

snare and racket.

...i´ve also read the bible.

for those who don´t know: the translation of islam means submission, not peace.

so anyone who states that islam means peace, has either a lack of knowledge, is ignoring the facts, or is using the tactics of taqqiya.

ever heard of taqqiya? it´s a form of lying propaganda.

i also get one very well with my fellow average muslim colleages. but that´s not the point.

i must admit though, that i don´t know anything of paul weston. i just came across this video, and couldn´t find any racial remarks. criticising islam has nothing to do with being a racisist. i just don´t want y country, or europe, being run over one day by this evil ideology.

but i do know the dutch politician geert wilders. he´s a hero of our time!