Posts by oompa

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to date JWism has defined my life and i hate that TRUTH

by oompa in

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and i am finding the adjustment to the real world far more difficult than i ever imagined...i f...it has been about five years since i totally woke up to the fraudulant nwt and then all my other doubts i had carried for years were proved true as well.

but almost all of my few friends are exjw or slack jw's and i feel so isolated...my sons friends are mostly exjw too but not their gf's and they have way more normal friends .

how have you done at replacing lifelong friends and family?

oompa

zed this is more than just a whine...i am increasingly challanged and am having serious thoughts about going back for some stability i need in my life....but part of me thinks i would die inside...i may be at a crossroads....amazingly an old jw childhood friend who went to bethel and came a few years later and became a ragin apostate (johnny held)...he has been out like 30 years and has ome back....now i hear he was attending for THREE YEARS before they let him back in....mine would be five at least lol....actually i am crying inside

and talk about bad luck i just lost my biggest customer and had to lay off four good employees today....im lower than low

thanks for all the nice responces...yours too zed...i know i need to be more positive...just struggling right now

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What Proof Is There That Rutherford Was Responsible For The Pyramid Monument Near CTR's Grave?

by JWB in

what proof is there that rutherford was responsible for the pyramid monument near ctr's grave?.

"charles taze russell died in 1916, the pyramid marker was installed in 1921 (5 years after his death), and the the masonic temple was built in the mid 1990s, these items have nothing to do with pastor russell's grave.

the masonic temple is not even on the cemetery grounds, it is a different property altogether.

oompa

ive been there...at 18 but dunno...why are you so interested btw...........oompa

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Jehovah Reveals What Must Shortly Take Place

by aposta-Z in

w12 6/15 pp.

14-1810 in the 21st century, britain and the united states have continued their special partnership, often acting together in world affairs.

the prophecies about the immense image and the wild beast confirm that the anglo-american world power will not be replaced by some future world power.

oompa

sorry but they will find a way to work around it...nice thought though..........oompa

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to date JWism has defined my life and i hate that TRUTH

by oompa in

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friends

and i am finding the adjustment to the real world far more difficult than i ever imagined...i f...it has been about five years since i totally woke up to the fraudulant nwt and then all my other doubts i had carried for years were proved true as well.

but almost all of my few friends are exjw or slack jw's and i feel so isolated...my sons friends are mostly exjw too but not their gf's and they have way more normal friends .

how have you done at replacing lifelong friends and family?

oompa

and i am finding the adjustment to the real world far more difficult than i ever imagined...i f...it has been about five years since i totally woke up to the fraudulant NWT and then all my other doubts i had carried for years were proved true as well

but almost all of my few friends are exjw or slack jw's and i feel so isolated...my sons friends are mostly exjw too but not their gf's and they have way more NORMAL friends

HOW have YOU done at replacing lifelong friends and family? to make things worse i have no siblings nor aunts uncles nor cousins as both my parents were only children too...and of course i never kept up with high school friends like most jws...so i have a TINY support system going here

and is anybody now way too afraid of getting old??? IT SUCKS!!!....sucks even more when you were brainwashed into believing u would never grow old and die...geeze i wanted to walk back in 1995...mindfluckers!

not wanting to be a homebody...but now i feel like one already...nothing will get better if i dont get off my ass i know...have tried meetup.com but i think i am so used to being a couple that i dont fit in solo??? geeze i need more therapy....

i know i am not alone in how much some of us have lost....and so much loss and pain...that i even thought of a last dich effort to save my marriage by going back to the...gag...kindom hall! so now u know i am really really struggling...ugh..it would kill me just to try and i would wear the purple H deservedly...but my life would be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much easier and wealthier and omg would get a wonderful wife back....in case nobody rememers i have always said she walks on water...but stubbon and unreasoning...omg......sorry for the ramble...and i think i need a wingman or winggal is the answer...i make a great wingman btw!

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we all know 'pagan' origins matter sooooo much...ironic what the founding of this entire religion was/is based on...

by oompa in

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calculating "the end of the world"........that was the origin....something the bible clearly says not to even try to do or wonder...and since they have gotten it wrong for over a hundred years...why is there no importance placed on this original intent of the cult leader russell???.

stupid question i know because you cant question anything without punishment of some sort.............oompa.

oompa

calculating "the end of the world"........that was the origin....something the bible clearly says not to even try to do or wonder...and since they have gotten it wrong for over a hundred years...why is there no importance placed on this original intent of the cult leader russell???

stupid question i know because you cant question ANYTHING without punishment of some sort.............oompa

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Plentyoffish

by sspo in

any of the ladies here on plentyoffish.com dating website?.

just interested and curious in seeing some exjw's.. username "fiat123".

what's yours?.

oompa

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FOURTEEN DEAD IN DENVER SHOOTING !

by Phizzy in

more than one gunman seems to be involved in this terrible act.

families were attending mid-night showings of the dark knight movie.. the media should not give publicity tothe names of the perpetrators, they often crave the fame.

give them that fame and others will crave it too.. my thoughts are with the families of all that are affected, a horrific and pointless act that will bring so much pain and sorrow.. edited to say, seems as though it was a lone gunman..

oompa

i was up when it happened east coast time...17 miles from columbine.....sick and sad..........oompa

fifty wounded...in a crowded theatre...sick sick soulthough.....i know some people are evil, but he could have been totally insane...i have no clue at this point so far

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did u know any jw self-made millionaires? any multi-millionaires?? how would u know???

by oompa in

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and what do you make of the overall social structures within the org?

and not just in the usa............................oompa.

it is not a caste system...you can move up the ranks.

oompa

and what do you make of the overall social structures within the org? and not just in the usa............................oompa

it is not a caste system...you can move up the ranks

oh and i knew 12 for sure multi because they owned large corps two public....one was ralph darling of oakwood mobile homes right here in greensboro nc...he died long ago btw....and i think i knew two more that were at least millionaires

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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help

by oompa in

i have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.

i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.

it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.

oompa

how do i post a clickable link???

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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help

by oompa in

i have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.

i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.

it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.

oompa

wow i just realized that this was my second post here as good ol oompa...and i have only read the first page and omg it is like that was a totally different person there...he was scared shitless...and still just learning about this place...i had almost forgotten the pain that day to learn my own wife and dad "turned me in" to the elders...but the turned in someone i forgot about and just about dont want to go back and read

i was COASTER here for 97 posts when they "turned me in"...and i was a little loud and vulgar due to horrible anger and all...and hell no im so glad im not a mod just like i was not an elder and for the same exact reasons!

....geeze what a NORMAL line i/we grew up with!!!....we say shit like "who turned him in? i bet johnny turned him in. ive been praying about it dad and i know i need to turn him in (puke scene from a drama lmao)....also... in that format...Dear jehober....i have been whacking off so much i used up all my socks and i know i am evil and that i need to turn myself in!!!!!! ROFLMAO!!!!!!

i so want to do standup improv like that...i LOVE COMEDY!!!!!! i have some video projects in the works and quite a few on youtube already...including me playing guitar and singing solo on youtube.....oh and on my fb page too...and this is just an idea but why is there not a real person type FB page here or sim? i have been dying to post pics for sooooooooo long!!!!! if my youngest had totally bailed instead of going back in i was going to post one he put on fb of the three of us holding hands downtown winston on the sidewalk by a cool pub

WOW....AND I STARTED THIS OVER AN HOUR AGO AND WENT OUTSIDE TO FILM A STORM ON MY DROID AND WE WERE STRUCK BY LIGHTENING AND I JUST UPLOADED IT TO FACEBOOK....MY RIGHT LEG HURTS BUT I AM OK AND SO IS SPARKY!!!! limbs are down and the power went off...and i am feeling pretty indestructible...i am uploading it to youtube too...it is kinda spooky watching it now

but i was saying something about facebook....geeze....this is weird..........oompa

oh yeah...i think i may try and get my just reinstated son to read this thread....maybe my dad....ha....but i have to read it first....and for therapy i am going to go look at coaster someday soon....i hardly remember him...it seems like forever ago...

the power of freedom is amazing....i have real dreams....my very own....for the first time in my life....and they are very attainable....and me and my boys are probably the happiest we have ever been....and our love is deeper and stronger than EVER!!!.....and that will always be enough for me now....

so can i post my real name and fishdonzi@gmail here? and how do i post my real pic on this site??? im not as cute as eyegor...but here goes....oompa