fullofdoubtnow
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Having a senior moment...
by fullofdoubtnow inwell, this is my 250th post, which makes me a senior member of jwd, so i have something else to celebrate as well as my freedom, which i feel like celebrating every day, and christmas, which for the first time in 25 or so years, i have really enjoyed.. this board has been so important to me as i break free from the wt, i have made friends here, far more than i have lost since i da'd a few months ago, and non - conditional friends at that.
i just want to thank you all, it would have been so much harder to break free without your support and advice.
of course, dedpoet has been a great support for me, i don't think there are words to describe how much he has helped me (here i am hijacking his pc again lol).
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Glad to be back
by fullofdoubtnow ini am so glad to be back on the board.
i have had a really bad bout of flu, and was out of circulation for over two weeks.
having no pc at home, it's been difficult to keep up with things, but dedpoet has kept me informed.
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The eye of God
by fullofdoubtnow inone of dedpoet's friends just sent him this.
he (dp's friend) reckons it's the "eye of god", though we both have our doubts, to say the least.
any ideas?.
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Would you ever consider going back to the JW''s?
by fullofdoubtnow indedpoet and myself were asked this question last night.
we went round to his local to celebrate my da announcement (made on tuesday 22nd november).
it was his idea, to "drink a toast to freedom", but i was up for it as well, and we ran into a former brother and his girlfriend.
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Making progress
by fullofdoubtnow ini have been away for just over a week, visiting my cousins in the south west, and got back yesterday.
i was so good to be back on the board, i had a lovely break, but missed you all.
the main reason i went was to get away from derby for a while, as the cong elders have been pressuring me regarding my decision to da, trying to get me to withdraw my letter and return to the fold.
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What a night! Crawled into bed at 3am!
by fullofdoubtnow inhi everyone, i am just trying to "recover" from my night out with 3 of my work colleagues last night!
we did a pub crawl from 9 till 11, then went to a club.
it's the first time i have been to a club in over 20 years, but it won't be the last!
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To the wonderful people on this board
by fullofdoubtnow ini just want to say a big thankyou to all of you.
your good wishes and support mean so much to me.
you have given me what i need when i most needed it.. once again, thankyou so much.. all my love.
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I gave the PO a letter tonight
by fullofdoubtnow intonight was the school/service meeting at the kh, and myself and dedpoet drove there at the end of the meeting to see the po.
we didn't go in the hall, we just waited outside the gates for the po to come out, then i handed him my letter, saying it was to get things over with and save the necessity of a jc.
he didn't ask what it was, i think he knew, especially when he saw dp give me the thumbs up sign, but asked me to reconsider, but i said my mind is made up, i am leaving, and i want it out in the open as soon as possible.
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Song for the elders?
by fullofdoubtnow ini wa looking through my friend dedpoets cd collection and came across this song on one of his 10000 maniacs albums.
it's called "don't talk" and we both thought it might be a good song to play to the jws in general and elders in particular, maybe with a few lyrics altered.
don't talk, i will listen, don't talk, you keep your distance, for i'd rather hear some truth tonight than entertain your lies, so take your poison silently.
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Update on me
by fullofdoubtnow inhi, i am with my friend dedpoet again, we've been out for an hour or so, and he has kindly allowed me to post again from his pc as i have no internet access at home.. i have been reading all your kind replies to my posts of a few days ago, thank you all so much.
afew things have happened to me in the last few days which i would like to share with you all.
i missed tuesday nights meeting, as i have been doing for all the meetings for the last few weeks, and at around 930 had a visit from the po and another elder.