I wished you wouldn't feel like that !!! - Caliber
It's often said by believers that exJW atheists are just over-reacting to being let down by a false religion or that they are angry with god. (edited to add - MrC just said it above)
I think in some cases this may be true.
Our conclusions about the big questions are important. They should be based on a long and rational process that includes facing up to the very best arguments from all sides.
My best advice to exiting JWs is to put the question on hold for a long time. Focus on far more practical priorities like family, friends, fun, education and careers.
This why I am so opposed to people who are here to recruit vulnerable people to their own cults, whether it's Cold Steel with his magic underpants, Tammy with her hotline to god or any of the myriad who imagine they have found the answer everybody else had missed.