One stupid thing that happened to me in the last two years was bing told I had to sit and listen to a "brother" who had raped children give his talks. I was just blown away, the elder who was counselling me told me that the child molester noticed that I always left the hall when he had his talks and it hurt his feelings. I should not be doing that. I wish I had said do you think he hurt the feelings of the children when he raped them? I was too blown away to think clearly.
Wasblind The dog thing was horrible I was deathly afraid of dogs when I pioneered. I was bit six times once it took over six months for the bite to heal. We had no money to go to the doctor so I just had to live with it. I was always being told I did not have enough faith, I did not love Jehovah enough, why was I even out in service if I would not go to door with dogs.
You name it I was told it, I was told even that dogs can tell if you are a good person and that they only bite people who are evil. I guess I was evil. Did they even hear what they were saying to me? It was horrible, I could be with a dozen people and a dog would come up look around and come to me either jumping on me or sometime just bite me. I truly think they just sensed I was supper afraid of them. Now that I am not forced to put myself in such a place dogs do not bite me like they used to.
It was all so stupid.
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