I don't think it is possible to overestimate the power of this site. Besides the steady stream of new members, there is an unquantifiable crowd of lurkers. What you have accomplished here may not affect them fully for years to come, but they can't erase the knowledge. Just like you couldn't erase the knowledge your co-worker showed you that day. (In San Diego?---Witnesses in lounge chairs). Another thing you'll never be able to count is how many people you saved from baptism.
I know some people set out to do major damage to the WTS--and overstate their success. You never intended such a thing---and yet---that old truth will set you free thingy.
What New Chapter said!
My first time to read your story. Thanks for sharing and not giving up on JWN.
Someone else said "this is my support group"! DITTO!
NO ONE else can understand the trauma that comes with learning TTATT unless they've walked in those same shoes.