your hatred will destroy you

by Solace1998 174 Replies latest members adult

  • Satanus
    Satanus

    Click, click, click. Just tryinna desensitive the apostachickie.

    Blasty

    The dog whisperer show guy says that dog aggression isn't about hate. He says there are no bad dogs. He says it's about fear, insecurity and needing to be dominant or submissive. Having grown up w dogs and other animals, on the farm, it makes sense to me.

    S

  • SuperApostateGirl
    SuperApostateGirl

    There will always be someone in life that wants to drag you down,eh Blasty!

    Keep up the good work!

    XOXO

  • caliber
    caliber

    Even a small child quickly learns how to use manners and sweetness to get the candy.... why can't we

    as as adults remember this lesson when addressing other adults ?

    Caliber

  • Blasty
    Blasty

    Hey satanus, that makes sense to me too.

    Although, last year, when I was putting up the christmas lights. The owner let him off his leash for all of a minute, and the dog calmly walked over to me, I saw him coming, I pretended to ignore him, he got 1 foot from me, and went from quiet doggie, to "Destructor!!". He didn't get a hold of me, but he wanted to hehe.

    Still doesn't disprove what your saying, he probably felt my christmas lights were ugly and would upset his owner, and then she'd beat him again. yeah she hits him, I don't approve, I bet that is why he is the way he is.

  • Solace1998
    Solace1998

    "I think the definition of a "TROLL" is someone who deliberately incites others to reacte negatively, and then perpetuates the ensuing morass of insulting, defending, heckling, and general riotous behavior. The last person we had on here who did this was PROPLOG2. I guess we have another, unfortunately. My tactic is different now, though. I don't post on threads who were started by who I deem as trolls (contrary to what I'm doing here, I know), and I typically abandon threads which have been taken over by them. -dp"

    you would be assuming that im deliberately trying to incite negative responses, and i think that is quite an assumption. I merely state the things i have seen - and i have certainly been learning alot here, not excluding the mentality of ex-jw's , myself included. It has provoked alot of "soul" searching.

    So i guess its MY fault that the things aforementioned were said... i see.

  • Anti-Christ
    Anti-Christ
    The dog whisperer show guy says that dog aggression isn't about hate. He says there are no bad dogs. He says it's about fear, insecurity and needing to be dominant or submissive. Having grown up w dogs and other animals, on the farm, it makes sense to me.

    sounds a lot like human behaviour.

    I'm trying to understand Solace, at first I did not like the way he "said" things on this board but now I'm starting to see that maybe he just like the rest of us here, he is very different then "normal" people. I agree that some are very fast at judging someone new. It's like BTS I did not like him at first but more and more I am realising that we seem to have a lot in common, then again it's very difficult to "know" somebody just by reading a post. I also notice that a lot of ex-jw seem to be uncomfortable with finding anything positive with the WT, it is very understandable. So if someone seems to "defend" the WT this person might be labeled an apologist or a troll. BTW I hate labels. We all have one thing in common, we were f*&k over by the WT in one way or the other.

  • Solace1998
    Solace1998

    i will do my best to increasingly do better at posting according to what i am saying in this thread. But i will not stop telling my positive experiences, or telling it how it is (*perhaps with a bit more tact) -- and i will not stop questioning!!!! But i just want to learn, jesus tittyf%^king christ!!!!

  • Blasty
    Blasty

    hehe Solace, your alright. You may be a bit on the sensitive side, but ah well. We all got our issues. I could write a book on my issues, but who would read it?

  • Anti-Christ
    Anti-Christ
    will do my best to increasingly do better at posting according to what i am saying in this thread. But i will not stop telling my positive experiences, or telling it how it is (*perhaps with a bit more tact) -- and i will not stop questioning!!!! But i just want to learn, jesus tittyf%^king christ!!!!

    Do what you must do, we are who we are and you do not owe anything to anybody here.

  • Solace1998
    Solace1998

    neither do i think you owe anything to me.

    that is my post limit wow!!!

    well, you guys can have some peace without me a while.

    be sure to check out this elders music myspace (in the MTS program, a media guy for the building commitee up there, and pioneer, no less, how come HE is allowed a myspace, when the society comments AGAINST IT??)

    http://www.myspace.com/emaremusic

    and this pathetic jw email:





    To : <[email protected]>, "Marisa Kristofiak" <[email protected]>

    Subject : FW: One day of the Real life - get the kleenex out!

    Date : Fri, Jul 18, 2008 10:43 AM





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    brothers are dis-fellowshipped isn't because of wrong doing, it's because
    the New System isn't a reality. Read this all the way thru, it is truly a
    dose of what is yet to come. I know all of us have been affected from losing
    someone we love in death, or physically spent from this tiresome system.
    It will make us all look at the new system in a different light.

    _______________________________

    'One day of the Real Life' - Written by a sister

    Nowadays I like getting up with the sun and starting my day while it's
    fresh and new. No more hitting that snooze button until the very last
    minute and dreading the workday ahead of me! I feel better and better
    every day, and I can't help but notice I look better too. I have
    several jobs, and today I am privileged to be doing my very favorite
    task! Besides studying with newly resurrected ones, I have been
    granted the privilege of using my home as a sort of New System Bed and
    Breakfast. While the Resurrection Center was being constructed, I had a
    house full, 2 couples and two single sisters who lived here with me
    temporarily. Now that that work is over, families who live too far away
    from the Resurrection Center come and stay with me, sometimes just a few
    nights, often a week while their newly resurrected loved ones acclimate
    to this wonderful new world. This house has seen so much joy!

    I have company arriving today - two fleshly brothers whose parents died
    in a car accident and are going to be resurrected in the same week. I
    want to make something special for tonight, so I head out to the
    raspberry patch to gather some to add to the apple pie I'm
    planning for dessert. The fox family that lives among the raspberry
    bushes come out to greet me, the mother elegantly gliding toward me to
    have her chin scratched, and three cubs tumbling over each other in
    their play. My chickens aren't a bit alarmed at all these foxes
    nearby, they go on searching for worms and scratching around the yard,
    clucking contentedly to one another.

    I'm nearly finished gathering berries when I notice two people coming
    along the path at the top of the hill. My Mother and her sister JoeAnn
    often come over for a cup of tea early in the morning; their home is
    only a 15 minute walk away through a beautiful wildflower garden,
    around the little pond, then through the forest and down the grassy hill
    to my house. The two of them are halfway here when a tall blond boy
    emerges from the woods, running as fast as his long legs will
    carry him to catch up to them. Their conversation stops as they turn at
    the sound, the youth skids to a stop to talk to them. Whatever Mom tells
    him, I can see it's what he was hoping for, because he hugs her so hard
    he picks her up, and then leaving the path he runs to wards the barn. My
    favorite Icelandic mare has a two week old foal, so I know where my
    brother is heading!

    He notices me as he runs, he waves but doesn't slow down - I'm glad,
    even after all these years I still get tears in my eyes sometimes at the
    sight of him. Dougie had died in the old world when he was only a baby,
    and the day he was resurrected was one of the happiest of all of our
    lives. My dear Mom had kept so much of the pain of losing him to
    herself, but when they placed her baby boy in her arms, she cried
    tears of joy for days afterwards. She and JoeAnn have really enjoyed
    raising him, from a chubby blond baby to an enthusiastic teenager now as
    tall as me, and sure to grow taller.

    I'm glad Dougie - no, he wants to be called Doug now, he thinks it
    sounds so much more grown up - went to the barn, I know he'll put out
    fresh food and water for the animals, so I'll have plenty of time to
    give him another lesson driving the curricle. What a joy it's been to
    watch him grow up in this new world, with no more worries of sickness or
    any other harm coming to him.

    I go into the house to put the tea kettle on to boil, and soon Mom and
    JoeAnn come in, full of happiness and good health. They both look
    radiant from their walk, and so beautiful. No more gray hair - in
    fact, Mom's hair is thicker and more beautiful than in her youth.
    Their wrinkles have faded away from their faces; they seem to look
    younger every time I see them.

    Mom has a p ackage with her, as she unwraps it she tells me it came
    yesterday from the message service with a long letter from my daughter
    Bethany. She and her husband are in the reconstruction work, but
    somehow she managed to find the time to paint a portrait of her newest
    granddaughter, Elizabeth. The picture is beautifully done, a sleeping
    chubby infant perhaps a few weeks old. Bethany always had artistic
    talent, but in the new world now, growing towards perfection, she has
    really surpassed herself. Busy with construction projects, Bethany
    isn't spending a lot of time working on art - she knows she has
    forever to develop her talent! This painting she did especially for her
    grandmother, and it warms my heart to see how happy Mom is.

    While I make the pie crust and cut up the apples, we exchange news of
    friends and family, many of them far away in different assignments. Doug
    runs in to ask if I mind if he rides Henrietta, the Llama, and dashes
    out again to get her saddled up. Then I hear him calling out a greeting,
    and I see in the shade of the big elm trees at the end of the garden two
    men sitting on the wooden bench - they must be my
    guests! We all go out to meet them, they look vaguely familiar but I
    can't think of who they might be. One walks up to me with a twinkle in
    his eye and says, 'Ann, don't you recognize me? I'm Arly, and this is my
    brother Vern!' For a second we were speechless, and then everyone was
    hugging each other and talking all at once. It's not surprising that we
    didn't recognize them, with their wavy brown hair and bright blue eyes.
    Vern had died in his 92nd year, the last time I had seen him he was
    barely able to talk and confined to a wheelchair. Arly had nearly lost
    his sight due to cataracts, and had to walk with a cane. Yet here they
    were, looking like they had never seen forty! Vern was one of the
    original special pioneers who opened up the preaching work in our area
    long before I was born, and Arly had been a most beloved elder in our
    congregation. What an unspeakable joy to have them as guests in my
    house!

    We show them all around, and after lunch Vern volunteers to give Doug
    his driving lesson. Mom and JoeAnn have studies to conduct in the
    afternoon, but we arrange to have a get-together soon and invite many of
    the neigh bors who know Vern and Arly.

    After many hours spent talking, reminiscing and catching up on news of
    dear friends near and far, Vern and Arly go up to their rooms to
    unpack, and I go into the garden to pick some vegetables for supper.
    What a good day this has been! I'm so full of joy, I can barely hold it
    all in, so I don't even try. I fall down on my knees in the rich garden
    soil and thank my heavenly father Jehovah once more for all his
    bounteous blessings. Today was just one memorable, joyful day, one of an
    infinite number of days filled with joy ahead of us all - an
    eternity!

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