I'm an honorary homosexual (page 23)

Jringe01

Thanks for turning this back around. The last several pages have made me sick (and angry).

I agree.

Thank you for opening up CHL. I don't know what it did for JG but it made a real impression here.

Mysterious

I love fight Club. It's so homoerotic in a nongay way....

Am I the only one that thinks MMA might be the most homoerotic sport since Greco-Roman wrestling? Rear-naked choke to finish it anyone?

Priest73

lesbian. There. I said it.

coolhandluke

Thank you for opening up CHL. I don't know what it did for JG but it made a real impression here.

Sweet. Mission accomplished for me then.

Jringe01

Mission accomplished for me then.

Mission accomplished? Dude, it's barely even begun, but what a mission it will be.

sf

luke,

I'm not sure when I'll post my topic now. Perhaps in the near future.

Hope you didn't get too excited.

sKally

VoidEater

Wow, I was merely impressed before that...CHL, I hope someday to break through my own blinders to that extent. You are the future.

Cheers!

Big Tex

CHL you strike me as a very centered fellow and a good friend to have.

Chris

mrsjones5

thanks for all the wishes everybody. JG i dont know you. but the thing i have learned in my life is summed up in this phrase i learned. please read and reread it. 'they change the sky not their souls those that run across the sea'. no matter what, at the end of the day what we are left with is ourselves, our true selves, not the ones that pose in the mirror, not the ones that put on a face to face the world, not the ones that hide what they are for acceptance, not the ones that say certain things to fit in, but ourselves, good, bad and indifferent. i have had to come to terms with that, embrace who i am. for what its worth i'll put myself out there for you:
i'm a straight guy that occasionally finds men attractive, at least in an asthetic way. i hold hands with my gay friends in public to make straight people uncomfortable. i let my girlfriend place her finger in the holiest of holies and i like it, a lot. i have thought of kissing a man but stopped not because i was afraid but because the idea didnt appeal to me, though i still think about it. i think more than anything i feel attractions to people on an emotional level regardless of sex. i just love people. my best friend is a 5'9" iranian elder who i love dearly but dont talk to out of respect for his religion. part of me wished at one point in time that he was a girl so i could marry him. i love him. he is the best example of human aside from my girlfriend that i can point a finger at. another close friend once invited me into a threesome with him and his calvin klein model girlfriend. part of me thought about it because i loved him as well and quite honestly because his girlfriend was hot. the idea of a penis in my mouth isn't absolutely repulsive. i guess what im trying to say is that i dont limit who i love to a sex. i dont think that it is in my nature to have a sexual relationship with a man but i wouldn't put it past me. how do i know that i have simply not met the perfect man? with that said i think i have the perfect woman... at least perfect for me so there is no longing for anything else. we are who we are. denying it only delays our growth. i used to think, 'fuck am i gay because i have these thoughts?' i thought that because what straight man would have the capacity to be attracted to another man? then i realized that it wasn't about straight or gay. it was about having a heart big enough to contain love for people. not straight people, not gay people, not males, not females, not the old, nor the young, neither the black or white or asian, but simply people. in that realization i was free. i was free of falling into stupid, close minded steroptypes of what was 'expected' of a man, a big black man at that. in that freedom i am whole and there is no one that if compelled that i couldn't love.
i hope that this 'putting myself out' doesn't fall on deaf ears or a calloused heart. it has taken a great deal for me to share myself like this in public so i hope that you appreciate it and take it for what it is worth. i have given you a part of my soul. earn that.

That was damn beautiful CHL

crazyblondeb

CHL

I think you are a great guy, I wish next time you make a run down I-70, or even to KC, you'll hollar at me!!

JG-I THINK YOU STILL OWE CHL A FREAKING APOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shelley

I'm an honorary homosexual

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