Dear Thinking of Leaving,
There is NO WAY I would ever put myself through such a ordeal. We all make mistakes, and there is not a one of us that does not sin. You can pray directly to Jehovah for forgiveness. You do NOT need men standing between you and God, deciding if you are repentant or not!! If you decide to go you will be expected to answer very personal and graphic questions. This will be hard to get over, as you will most likely feel victimized after the process. And for what?? They will most likely get rid of you anyway.
Hang in there!!
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty