Welcome to the forum R1001 , your poem was bloody long but I got to the end ,and there was a lot to commend it ,a few home truths and it certainly had a message in it.
Tell us a little about yourself (without divulging too much that would identify you ) Do you see yourself as a poet ?
or is it just a hobby ? are you a teenager ? What has been your experiences with the JW`s and what do you hope to acheive by joining this forum ? Their is a wealth of valuable information on here about the JW religion that is not available at a KH so feel free to ask anything you want .
And as I said welcome R1001