We got a local talk. Keep away from outside influences, and marginal witnesses(me?). Keep up prayer, study, all that. Dont worry about a lack of suitable marriage partners
They missed: changing doctrine no one can explain, tedious simple meetings, small service groups ( stagnant), simple presentations that are not realistic, limited territory if you do go out, old age and dashed expectations, " "special" people like pioneers . Dimwits appointed while bright ones are passed over ( one is a special ed quality guy), poverty. Probably more if I knew.
We know you cannot talk about these things ( lack of faith). And things are NOT worse than ever in the world.
The beatings will continue until morale improves. This was not as severe as some talks though, give credit where due.