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Feeling down.... BIG time
by Free!! ini know i don't post here often.... i just lurk around and read most of the threads daily (from my phone)....but today is one of those days that i just feel like "blah"... i dont care about anything, i realize i dont have anything, all my friends are busy or with their own set of problems... and i just dont want to bother then.. it sucks..... i just need to vent, let everything out... i really want to scream, but i cant... i wish i could run away from everything and just start fresh, i feel like a failure and i just dont like me at all....i was so down a few days ago i was thinking about going back to the hall, because i feel so lonely... but i refused to let my depression make me do something so silly... .
thanks for even looking at this thread... i just need it to vent or i am going to explode.... :(.
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I want to go to the UK and Canada... recommendations?
by Free!! inok everyone i am going to canada soon, vancouver to be exact, i was wondering if anyone can recommend places to go??
i love sight seeing and i want to take advantage of my time there (almost a week)... so what would u recommend?.
also i am planning a 1-2 week trip to the uk in october or maybe december, i know they are many uk posters here.... also, i want to take advantage to the max of my time there.. i want to go to those hidden treasures in the country side... maybe 1 day or 2 in london, but i want to see the wonderful uk country side... want to stop by scotland and ireland if possible... .
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Just got a message from one of my JW friends ::roll my eyes::
by Free!! ini had a friend in the borg that i love and miss (the only one i miss for real) she got married and because she begged me to atttend her wedding i showed up after a loooong time at the kh (that was october 2010, never went back!
just for her i went that one time!
well, even though i faded and have almost zero communication w the jws every once in a while we exchage emails, typicall "i miss you" "take care" and "how's your life" kind of stuff.. she is respectful of my decision and never asks to many questions, but i make sure i always let her know i am ok and happy... so, this past weekend i emailed her just to say hello, i check my email today and have this..... "i think about you all the time too free!!.
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Thinking about joining the PeaceCorps... experience anyone?
by Free!! ini am seriously thinking about joining the peace corps...i am out of debt and all i have to do is save some money (is going to take a couple of years to get out of my contract) but after that... i can go ahead and go... is such a beautiful work and i dont mind not having all the extra stuff... does anyone have any experiences to share?
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And once again... I unknowingly befriended a JW!!
by Free!! inthis is like the third time it happens!!...
so i am a corporate trainer and meet lots of new people every week... i always click w one or two of my students but for the last 2 classes i have clicked with two jws!!!
i did not know they where jws and they have no idea i am da'd... but after i befriended them on fb i realized ohhh ish!!!
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One thing the WT taught me...
by Free!! in.
hypocrites and liars can go to h3ll for all i care!!!
animals are so much better companions!!
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Ughz!! cannot stand the ignorance!!
by Free!! inso, i think i am about ready to write my da letter... i am freaking done w this cult.... .
yesterday i went over to pick up some $$ from my old jw roommate (cellphone contract!
) and we started talking, since i am not df (yet) we still talk about regular stuff w/o a problem... she is almost 30, not exactly a model and not even remotely interested in going to school or getting a full time job (she wants to spend all of her time in the field circus because the end is near ::roll eyes::)... back to the story, while talking to her she started talking about this brother she rejected like 2 years ago, but now she wants him back because she realized she is not going to find another man with such a small pool of options... the dude is almost border line apostate now (tehehehe) and rejected her... guess what was he reaction?
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Destroyed some important house-to-house records...hehehe
by Free!! intoday i was cleaining my house and found an usb stick a brother (ex-bethelite pioneer/ms) left here a few months back when they came to visit me for "guidance"... i had completly forgot about it... i remember seeing a note by my door a couple days later asking me if i found the stick, i didnt even pay attention to it.... i guess he gave up.... well today i finally had time to look at the contents and to my surprise i found files and files of house-to-house records... who lives where, who opened the door, dates, publisher, etc... being my "deep respect" for all teochratic ish (sense my sarcasm) i proceeded to hit delete, delete, delete... aww the awesome feeling... just wanted to share!!
:).
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the power of mind control, fear and loneliness
by Free!! ini was looking at the news and came accross this article... so sad.... :(.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2034074/ria-ramkissoon-speaks-time-killing-son-cult.html .
it made me think about the power of fear and loneliness... in moments of desperation we only see what we want to see and are easy prey to cults like the jws and the one mentioned in the article.. lives are lost and guilt stays w those who survived forever... i am so happy i opened my eyes... because even though we may think we would never act as crazy as it seems the lady in the article did... we never know..
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Cut the cord!!!
by Free!! inliterally!!
the jws have been harrassing me lately (i faded, not da or df) and i am sick and tired of them trying to convince me to go back... so i told them to leave me alone (in a nice sweet way!!
) but i cannot get df because if that happens my grandma who is a die hard jw would not talk to me anymore :(... .